Sad Girl to shy to talk

So i have been doing TaeKwonDo for 9 years now and i first started of in germany and i loved it i had tons of friends and tons of fun i always thought nothing could stop me from achiving my goal which was to become a black belt by the age of 11 or 12 years, but then in 2004, 3 years after i had set my goal my whole life turned around and got drained the toilet. My parents told me that we are moving to America and i was so sad that i had to leave my life behind and since i was only 9 years old i thought so ok i can continue in America, but one major thing stoped me, It would never be the same. So when we moved to america it took ab out 1 year for my mom to find a TaeKwondo school which was just enough time for a 9 year old to forget EVERYTHING about taekwondo and the people there. So Than i started a new style of TaeKwonDo and i was treated as an outsider for 1 and a half years and then we moved again but it was oly 45 minutes away from my other house so that made no difference EXEPT that i had lost my friends again. So that i started anothr Taekwondo school and my dream started to get weaker and weaker until i gave up but my dad said he wouldnt ever let me quite TaeKwonDo unless i told him why and i just kept saying because, because, because and the real reason was because i didnt like the style i was doing and i missed everybody way to much that it was eating my heart. But i would never tell my dad that so i kept fighting and i was winning, soon i forgot about everything and my dream was to get my black belt as soon as possible, but than i started to see pictures of how happy i was whn i was there and one day i found there website and i started to cry so much that on day i saw that it was one of my old friends birthday so i told him happy Birthday and w started talking

I am sure this is a similar situation for many, but it hurts nonetheless.

I am completley and utterly infatuated with one of my close guy friends. We have been close for a year. During this time we had a ‘thing’, but it didn’t go anywhere.

This friend, however, has alot of issues. He is on anti-depressants and has been for two years. He takes illicit drugs regularly and drinks to forget. When he drinks, he does stupid things. He kisses boys and does other things with them.

He has a girlfriend who loves him, but knows nothing about him. He has cheated

1. well theres this guys his name is brandon.and we have been datting 4 allmost 2moths and i really love him.but the only hing he is from kentucky and hes just down visting his dad 4 the summ and hes living 2mro.and really want to be wit him but his mom wont let him live down here.but i really dont kno how its gonna work.he told me that he loved me and wanted to stay together bt he wont be back down here till like thanksgiving.and i want to brake up wit him bc we wont ever be able to hang or anything.but the other half of him really loves him and really dont give a crap where he lives i just have to trust him.but thats really hard and everybody else is making it really hard on us like saying we r gonna cheat and we will never make it.soo i really dont kno wat to do . should i brke up wit him or keep being his gf plz help me…..

well this guy and ive allways like him alot.and we talk all the time on myspace and we go to skl together. and we kinda hang out wit the same ppl.but we never talk and hes allways staring at me and when i look he just kinda turns his head.but he knos i like him bc my bestfriend told him and he just like really.and i want to kno if he likes me but i dont kno how to find out help me plz…………………………..