I’m just an ordinary person
I’m just an ordinary person with an extraordinary life that’s how I think my life is. I grew up in a place that’s so uncomplicated and a life without any pretentions. Before I go to college I just had home, school & church daily routines nothing more than those things. I enjoyed this kind of life without thinking anything and I never felt the feelings that everyone feels when they reach their teenage life. But everything changes in the first day of my college life, it happens the first time I laid my eyes to Angelica. And this is how my love story starts, my gloomy & yet jovial life.
It was the first day of my class in our amorous school named Mapua; I’m an Electronics & Communications Engineering 2nd year student. We were in the gym with my block mates the first time I saw her and I thought she was an angel in disguise. I was mesmerized with her pure looks and beatific smile. I thought maybe I’m just physically attracted to her and nothing more than that. But as the time goes by I’m starting to feel some feelings which is new to me and I’ve never felt this kind of feelings before. In every time I saw her it feels like there’s something inside of me that wanted to come out and it feels like I can’t breathe. I kept these feelings for 1 & ½ years because I wanted to keep our little friendship. It’s quite funny because every time we see each other she always tends to forget my name and she will try her best just to remember it. We are not totally close we just have common friends and we’ve been classmates once in our 1st year days. In our 2nd year days, I decided to confess my feelings to her by writing her a love letter. But after that moment everything change. I really hate every time I look to her eyes because I can’t see any emotions in her eyes and I can see the glow of her eyes as cold as an ice. I’ve waited her for so long even though I’ve been like a fool waiting for her. She makes me feel so hopeless and helpless. Because of her I experienced to get drank and for the first time in my life I cut my class. My friends really don’t know how they will comfort me and I never felt so miserable in my entire life just this once. It became really hard for me to forget her and I thought I’ll never know how to forget her because she’s my first love.
One day I just woke up I’m finally get over with her and found myself falling in love with my friend who always been there for me and never leave me in my most desolate life. I had rule in myself that I will never fall in love with my friend but I can’t help myself to love her. I always put in mind that I’m not in love with her because I don’t want to lose her and I can’t take it if I will lose her. But every time I try to forget her it just makes my feelings to her stronger. But I decided to confess my feelings to her and I’m happy that she still stays with me. The problem is she never believed me that she’s really the one and I’m totally got over with Angelica. I always try my best just to prove her that she’s really the one I loved but until now she doesn’t believe me. What am I supposed to do just to make her believe that she’s really the one I love? Please give me some advice.
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what i can say is i’m happy for you because she did not left u in the time u confess ur feelings with her….just prove her that u love her but if it’s not for u.don’t push your self because u will the one who will hurt urself….time wil come that she will realize that ur love for her was true..goodluck
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