Ahhh I hate my roller coaster feelings!

Ok its me again tiff. I hate my roller coaster feelings I have! The last enetry I had written I met a cool person named Nate.I guess he got ahold of Mike. He told me that he read my story. Now I wrote the enetry to have people help me and have Mike read it but now I wish i never wrote it sometimes cuz mabey I sounded likean idiot. Mabeyhe is talking about me at school talking about how I am stalking him and ubsessing over him. But than sometimes im happy that read it so he know how Istill feel. But idk whatever. Should I just leave him alone? Or keep trying to get his attention? Help me out ok.