friends forever…

I really attract with some guy, my classmate just call he X. he have a good looking face n very nice person, i admire n want make a friend with him. Unfortunately he best friend, Y like me n want be my bf. So X as friend tried to arrange our relation. Day after day, i dont know how i can accept Y request.

I admit that i love Y, but its very difficult 2 me to love as my bf. I always share my problem to X n X also always talk to me about one girl he like. We have a same situation about love. we became closer. We can feel something wrong if not meet each other, event one day.

One day, unexpected day he told me that he fall in love with me. Oh my GOD i really don’t know about my feeling that time. Without i released my tears drop my drop. After that we make a relation, as a couple.

Still now we will still together. Of course we feel guilty with Y, but it is about feeling that we can’t control. Before i make a relation with Y, he know that i don’t what serious with him n just accept him for a while. Because Y very kind man, n can do anything to make me happy, i feel touched. Now Y can accept our relation, but not as closer before. We very feel guilty with Y, n if we have another way we hope not to hurt his feeling…2 Y we always love u as our friend 4ever n ever…