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Go ahead break it…(part2)
Want to read another story? Click here or scroll below.I didn’t really want to hallucinate so much because I was never flirting with him. I just really wanted to slap him when he made sex comments towards me. I just said, “Yeah, yeah just shut up and watch the movie.” After the scary short documentary I went to go pee-pee and they started freaking out saying where’s Vanessa, oh my gosh what if the darkness got her. I started cracking up but then Rita found me, however she wanted to prank Franchesca and Meriell as well. We started making scratching noises, groans and moans. I made my grudge sound. They were so scared they ran out of my house in fear. We started spying on them on my cameras I had installed outside my front yard. I went into my garage and screamed a few times, we were of course home alone so it didn’t matter so much. Their reactions weren’t as funny as the next thing we did. I tied a string to the door and started pulling it, the funny part was that Franchesca was so close to coming back inside until she saw the door open by itself. They ran away so fast! They weren’t even in sight anymore, I had fake blood from Halloween and we put it around my front entrance and door. I took my shirt off and put blood all over it and mine and Rita’s cellphone. It was hilarious, they came back in and saw the blood and they took my phone. I called them and told them to come back but in a creepy hypnotic voice. They said they were going to wait outside but I said I was going to get in trouble if I didn’t get my phone back. We washed off the blood from everywhere and they saw us during the cleanup, we were about to finish though. I had blood on my face just in case we finished earlier and for one last scare but too late. We watched one last scary movie before we all had to leave somewhere. When they left, I left to my Dad’s shop and I actually helped out for once. I was texting at the same time so I was multitasking. Rita kept telling me to go out with Josh and that Brandon said that Josh will only ask me out if he knows for sure that I like him. I asked if I could think about it but she said no i needed an answer now! I just said I’ll think about it and left it alone because the text didn’t come directly from Josh and I thought they were just trying to mess with my emotions,not Rita though. Then Josh started texting me and I asked him if he really said that and he just laughed and said no. I was actually relieved because even if he did like me why would I do that to My, whether she liked him or not it’s still pretty messed up. We started texting each other more often although usually he just flirted with me. I didn’t take most of them seriously until he started saying that I was beautiful and pretty that’s when my I started growing affection for him. I was mindless about my actions, and I forgot about Summer 2008 and how much it hurt me. Took me months to get over my first so called love and I forgot all about that experience. After a week of Spring Break with no plans made or done I was getting bored and it was HOT! However on Monday I asked Josh after he asked me if I wanted to make out if he really did like me as in more than a friend. He said kind of but he’s was more focused on his schoolwork. I just replied that I liked him too and we just flirted with each until I asked if we were boyfriend and girlfriend or friends with benefits. He said Friends with benefits because he didn’t want a girlfriend at the moment. How could I be so STUPID? not thinking about my actions like that letting him persuade me like that. There was a party on Wednesday and he told me he was going to get with me somewhere alone and kiss me. We didn’t go because Meriell flaked on us and we had no ride. When we went back to school I was kind of glad to see Josh but when it came to 3rd period everything was the opposite of what I had imagined it to be. He seemed like he didn’t even want to be seen with me none the less make eye contact with me. At the end of the day somewhere around 3:30 he texted me finally saying hi to me for the first time that day and through text. I didn’t mind it because the love I had for him clouded up my thoughts not letting me think straight or smart. My birthday was coming up and all I wanted from him was to tell me that he liked me in front of people but when I asked him he refused…not even for my birthday, my so called day. I started to get a hold of reality and I got sad the day before my birthday for 2 reasons. My uncle died and I was being played and I didn’t want to say it or face it. On my birthday I couldn’t hold them back my mood went from happy to extreme depression. I told my friends that it was cause of my Uncle but I didn’t want to tell them the second reason. I mean really enough people were blaming for shit and even though I did want his sympathy I never told him. I was hoping somewhere inside he would know how much he hurt me but I was expecting too much. He didn’d ask what was wrong or even give me a hug. I was broken, I felt ugly, unloved, and stupid. I felt like crying even more but I didn’t want anyone to worry anymore, so I sucked it in. For that day at night I did something I hadn’t done in months since Summer 2008…I grabbed some scissors and began to run it against my wrist harder and harder each time. I was cutting myself for him, I drew blood for him, I was doing all of this for something I probably never and never will have. A few days passed and now he’d only text me at night and I’d cry myself to sleep knowing I’ll never be that one girl always on his mind and heart. I asked his cousin what gave him the hint that Josh liked me, and he said that Josh said that he’d do in and out with Vanessa any day. I was pissed, sad, crying and even more broken I didn’t think I could break anymore. My thoughts and heart was shattered, although my love for him did not fade I still wished it did. He only wanted to get laid, he only wanted what every single damn guy wants…SEX! He made me lose trust in love and guys, I only wanted him, him, him, he was on my mind day and night he wouldn’t go away. He stopped texting, talking and everything, my whole life was shattered by him, one guy, because I was stupid and naive to fall for him, when he only wanted a piece of ass. He said he’d never do anything to hurt me but look at me now does it look like you didn’t hurt me. Obviously you’ll never see how much pain there still is inside my heart, although I put on a smile, it is truly my best fake smile, because no one can see right through it. I lie to everyone saying I’m all right and I don’t hurt but really inside would you really believe that. Not being able to hear you say those words to me just tore my heart apart…but I won’t forget how happy I was to find out a guy like him would ever like an ugly, stupid, naive girl like me…
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Hey girl! I just read your story and it touched me. I know exactly how you feel. The same exact thing happened to me. Except I was dumb and actually slept with him. I honestly don’t regret it because I loved him. But stupid guys they can’t do anything right. Or treat anybody right! I don’t blame you for cutting yourself either, I used to, you might grow out of it. But there are more constructive ways to deal with your pain. If you wanted to talk more you can always reply back to me.
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