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hmm…the summer
Want to read another story? Click here or scroll below.sooo this summer, i reconnected with this guy that i really liked. summer had just begun and i was looking forward to a new beginning…well mainly just the summer 
. on myspace i posted on my status that i was ready to embark on a new journey but right now i wanted to focus on the summer and just having fun. he commented on my status and said “hey girl hey”. i wrote him a message saying “hey boy hey” he replied saying “still got jokes i see” and then asked how i was doing and everything. i told him i was good and things were great and asked how he was doing and how was his girlfriend [ooohh that is a different story btw 
] anyways, so he tells me things are good and that he was single and i told him i would keep that in mind he asked me what i meant by that and i just said i was keeping it in mind so he said he would do the same about me haha..we got to talking and he told me that there was drama with him and his ex and that he was tired of it and just done with her and he was so much better off without her. i said something cute and cheesy haha i think it was something like “i didnt even have to know who she was to know that you are better off without her and you deserve to be happy!” he thought it was cute and then we just got into talking and what not. talking about school and what we’ve been up to. then as we were talking, i realized that all my feelings that i had for him the previous summer were coming back and i couldnt stop thinking about him. i told him there was something that i wanted to tell him but i was scared to. he told me to just tell him and then on his status he went and posted “spill it girl, i got you jaybaby” after seeing that i opened up and told him that i knew it was wrong considering how things ended between us but i couldnt stop thinking about him. he was always on my mind. he told me that was sweet and that he had something to tell me. so after awhile he told me that he still had feelings for me and that he wanted to be with me. i wasnt sure what to say because it didnt seem real…at all! and he took it the wrong way and was about to walk away but i begged him to stay and he did..i told him i did feel the same way but i was scared it wasnt real and he assured me it was. then he said the most loving thing made my heart flutter! he told me that he had been through some much and he always prayed to god that he would find someone to care for and who would care for him back..he told me i was the answer to that prayer and it was a sign that we were meant to be.
so shortly after that, we were together. through the time we were together, we had some ups and downs. like shortly after we were together, he always seemed to want to leave, like being with me wasnt what he wanted. and we had a fight, he freaked out on me and i was really hurt so i broke up with him. he was like shocked because he didnt think i would break up with him. he said he was sorry for hurting me..then he asked me if i still wanted to be with him and that he needed an answer because he was dying not knowing (we didnt offically break up, we just took some time apart because i wasnt sure about us anymore) i told him that our fight brought up some good points, i was hurting him and he hurt me. i told him that i thought it would be best if we were just friends right now but if he didnt want that, i would understand….
after he got that, he freaked out on me and told me to f**k off because this was the second time (another story) and that he was done and he didnt care anymore. i told him i was sorry but it was killing me to be hurting him and i couldnt do that anymore, i didnt want to be hurting him. this broke into another fight and we went back and forth cussing at each other and then it died down. i posted on my status that “whats done is done, i cant take it back, its too late 
” on his status he put something like “god show me the light….sou come faster” i told him i was sorry but i didnt want to be hurting him anymore and then he told me i wasnt hurting him. i would only be hurting him if i left. then he told me he had this feeling inside his heart but was gonna keep it locked inside and not let it out especially now. i knew what that feeling was and so i told him “im not gonna do the same, because it really doesnt matter anymore, its too late, but i loved you and whats done is done, i cant take it back” he replied by saying “can i say something to you” and i thought he was going to say something bad so i was like “for me to f**k off? sure why not” he said “not quite…..i love you” i wasnt sure what to say and so he says “do you love me?” i told him “yes very much” and then he asked if i wanted to be with him but i told him i had a question first, he said okay so i asked him “after alllll this, can you really feel that way?” he replied by saying “yes because love is about an eternity, not a single moment” i thought that was really sweet but i still wasnt sure so i said “but that fight” and he just said “can we just forget that fight, it brought out the ugly sides of both of us…..but i love you and i wanna be with you, but theres two in this, so tell me what you want” i told him i wanted to be with him too and from there, we were together…
had another fight, about a month later…he was like trying to break up with me so i told him if thats what he wanted than fine. i love him but i want him to be happy and if thats not with me than thats that. after i said that, i went and changed my status to “im standing out in the rain, i need to know if its over cause i will leave you alone..” i had two comments on that status. one was from my friend jake, he said “whats going on with you two, just a few weeks ago you two were doing great”‘ and the second was from him, he said ” no we are most DEF not over..you and i mean WE need to communicate better” i didnt talk to him for a day and when i finally talked to him he freaked and switched the tables on me. we had another fight and started cussing each other out…again. then it just kept going and i finally said i didnt want to fight with him anymore, i hated fighting with him. i thought that would be the end, but no. he freaks out again and says how i dont wanna be with him because i didnt want to fight anymore so i freaked out and was like “what you want to keep cussing at each other??” he was like “whatever” and then we fought somemore but then it finally stopped because he decided to stop. we worked things out and then everything was fine again.
not surprisingly, we had another fight..he told me he wanted to take some time apart and we did..it lasted a day haha he texted me later that day and told me he took it back..but i didnt have my phone so i didnt get it and then he sent another text saying “ight den text me whenever” so when i finally got my phone, i texted him back and asked him whats his deal, i didnt have my phone with me and why is he getting because i didnt respond fast enough..he freaked and was like “whats your deal..your always sad and it brings me down” (at the time me and my mom were having a hard time so i was having a tough time dealing with it) i told him i was just trying to deal with it and then he said whatever we’ll talk later..the next morning, he texts me and asks me what i want..i told him i just wanted to be happy and not worry about all the stress. then he was like starting to freak and was like “with US !!! what do YOU want to do with us!?” i told him i wanted to be with him and that i loved him and that im sorry i cant be happy right now but its hard to be and he replied and said “i just want you to be happy” i told him i was happy, in a sense, and i was just going to focus on me and him because thats when i was most happy.
one morning i was just out of it, went to work and was just going on about the day. it was about noon when he texted me and asked why i didnt send him a morning text..i apologized and asked how he was doing. he didnt seem like he wanted talk, but i kept going. later that day i broke my phone and he freaked when he found out. he accused me of breaking my phone as a message that i wanted to break up with him and that he was tried of the games and he was done. at this point he broke up with me..
i was so hurt and i didnt even know how to deal with it. i thought it was best to just move on so i started to..but then he came back around and told me he loved me and we started again..we had a fight though about another girl. i asked him about this girl, but it was our inside joke, but when i asked him, he freaked out and didnt want to talk anymore. later that night he wanted to go see him at this party. it was after midnight when he called me so i told him that it was late and he said i guess you moved on, okay well go be with him and i kept saying his name telling him to stop and then he said bye and hung up. i felt like crying! but then i texted him and told him i didnt move on i still loved him and that it was him that moved on and had a girl. and he got mad and said that he didnt move on. then we had a short fight and he said he was actually waiting on a girl. and i took it the wrong way and said “oh so there is another girl, well i hope you two have fun at that party” and then i just went to sleep. i ignored his text i didnt want to see it. the next morning i opened it and it said ” its YOU!!! im waiting for you!!” i felt bad i didnt open it last night and i texted him and asked him what were we going to do. he said he didnt know so, i didnt know either. we just started talking and were pretty much at a friendship level, building our way up. but then as usual, we had another fight.
this fight was pretty big but at the end of it, its like we were at cross roads and we were both in the middle not knowing where to go. we still loved each other but we werent sure where to go. things just ended. and then i told him i didnt want to lose him and if we couldnt be together, could we at least be friends because he still meant a lot to me and he was a great friend. he told me no and that he was tired of the sadness and he was just done with it. and then i found out about these girls he was seeing during the summer when we were together. i asked him about them and one girl in particular. he confirmed it and said that she was sooo much better than he and then told me i was psycho. i didnt care for the psycho, but when i heard the part about him being with another girl while we were together, i was done. i got over him and i started moving on.
on my status i put lyrics from a song, it was a song by sean kingston, he left a comment saying something like “nah cuzz your boring hah” i didnt care, his sh*t just didnt fade me. he kept trying to, to like get to me and bring me down. idk why, but he did. then about 2 weeks later, i went and look at my truth box. in there was like a bunch of messages from him. one of them, which was from a couple days after he broke up with me completely, he said he still loved me. there were other really sweet messages and i sent one to him telling him i didnt know he sent me those. he thought i was didnt believe what he said about still loving me so he said “believe it or not, its true” i told him i still loved him but idk. he told me to prove i still loved him but i felt that i shouldnt have to. he broke up with me and then admitted to playing me over the summer. so i didnt, i just left it at that.
later on, we started texting each other and i began pouring my heart out to him. and honestly, i poured my heart out to him for like 2 months after the break up. and through the 2 months, he never showed he cared. what kept me going? idk but i did. i never gave up. then one day, there was a miss communication between us and we had a lil fight and he walked away…again! so i finally said to myself that i was done. i just spent almost 2 months on pouring my heart out to this boy who doesnt seem to care and its time for me to move on. later that night he texted me and says “you can prove your love, but only one way” i just ignored it because it was late and i was tired. then 15 minutes about that one came, he texted me again and said ” by the way…..i love you” i didnt even know what to say after that. i was like are you serious?! ha i just went to sleep and decided to deal with it in the morning. so in the morning, i texted him and told him i didnt know what to say after he decided to walk away again but i loved him too. he texted back and we started talking. then i asked “where do we go from here?” and he said “i honestly think that you have to show me” and i told him that i just spent 2 months pouring my heart out to him and then he replied saying “you dance around it, but if you dont want to, ok” i was kinda hurt by that so i replied “dexter i am hanging onto you for dear life!!!! but i need you to need me back!!!!” after about 20 minutes he finally texts back and says “i do need YOU!!! to come back!!! to ashland!!!….in my heart” it was basically quiet after that. later at night we started talking again. we just went back and forth and basically got nowhere. all his answers were 2 worded and so i asked him why wont he just let me in..all the way. he told me he was and then we just went back and forth some more. then we started talking about my mom and how i was afraid that he was gonna leave like her. she told me she would be here for me and that she wasnt going anywhere, but then she left and it really hurt me. i told him with him always so willing to leave, i was scared he was going to just leave again and break my heart. he said “im not jaymee, you gotta know that” i told him he has my heart and i trust him with it and he said ok.
that was basically the last time we talked. well, we said happy thanksgiving to each other, but it was just a “happy thanksgiving” and “you to” conversation. its like it ended right when i told him i trusted him with my heart. nice right? so i knew that it was finally over. through all the fighting and getting back, just to break up again, it was finally done. so i finally was able to move on and found someone really amazing everytime we talk, i get butterflies and this really big smile! he makes me sooooo happy! =]
about a couple weeks ago, i found out that dexter and the girl he played me for were together and they had been for awhile. it hurt! bad! i mean yeah i did get over him, but it still hurt, to know that while we were making up and breaking up, he was with another girl…and of all girls, it was the girl he played me for. idk, but im happy for him! he seems happy and im glad! i still think hes a really great guy and he will always have a place in my heart, but i think we both know that it just wasnt meant to be like how we thought it was in the beginning when we got back together after about a year of being apart. but we’re both in relationships and we’re happy so i guess that is what matters that we’re both happy, even if it wasnt with each other.
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awhh,, i love yer story..hah it somewhat inspires me. thanks
..could i add you on myspace? if not thats kewl, no worries 
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surfer_gurl_22 Reply:
ha thank you
im glad it somewhat inspires you 
and yes that would be fine 
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