How Pretending ruin everything
hey my name is shakira and my love story is about a guy i really loved………..<3
Okay it all started when i was attending a college near my house. The first day of skool i met alot of new friends. They all were very kind and nice to me even the boys. But there was is boy who didn’t talk to me at all,even dou is in the same class as I was. He would ignore me and we hardly talk. At first i thought maybe that’s his way of life but it wasn’t. Day after day when we have english lesson togather and if i was trying to work with his group he would just walk away and work with another group. Sometimes my heart aches when i see such stuff. I though myabe coz he thinks if i get to know him i might like him.All sorts of tots came flashing into my mind. But as usual i dnt know. But the situation seems to get worse and worse. One day while i was walking home from skool,he was riding down the same street with his skate board. The moment i turned around and trying to see who was at the back of me,we heard the first eye contact after 6 months of staying in the same skool n also the same class. He looked at me and said” What are you looking at??” in my thoughts i knew that he hates me but he doesn’t…dnt know y!!! that night i couldn’t sleep properly i was thinking of changing skools!!! So the next day i was gonna confront him and ask him y he was behaving like that to me.So I did!!! he didn;t answer any of my questions and i told him if u dnt explain to me y u keep doing that i’ll change skool. He didn’t even look at me and talk…No words of his was spoken. After 1 week some of my friends told me he moved skool. I just to wonder y but anyway i got over it. But one day on the 25th.06.09 about 7;30pm when i was going through face book i saw his name! i quickly added him and waited for him to except my request. But he didn’t, instead he send me a message saying” y u wanna be friends with me” I told me just friends ans whats wrong with that” There he vomitted y he was acting weird around me. OMG OMG OMG i screamed. He told me that I looked exactly like his ex.He really love that girl and he promised to her that he’ll spend the rest of his life with her but unfortnately she died of cancer. So from that very day he never loved anyone(girls) until now but he started to ignore girls he likes. I ask him y but he told me it will break my heart if i tell u. He told me,i can’;t stand to look at you anymore that’s y i moved skool. The day you moved to this skool i started to feel that ur bringing back my x soul back. BANG a slap on my face….I justed to become jealous over him and his x. So i didn;t reply any of his messages. He would send me messages after messages,comments after comments but i would hardly rply. He started to become worry.So one day i ask is friend for his msn addy. She gave it to me and i added him. So one night i went on msn,and 2 my surprise he was there. He was the first person to say hi to me. I didn’;t rply any of his convo. I was planning a pay back…..On my own personal Message I wrote” I LOVEYOU for ever jayden” The moment he was gonna tell me he loved me,that message stop him. I really didn’t mean it, it was just to make him jealous. I was very supid and infact i love that guy so much. He stop from there and didn’t talk to me whole night. I knew that he might have notice that. but i didn;t care. After few days something terrible happened to him;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;if i say it, it will bring back the pain and the memories that gave me a reallyy hard time. He delibrately went to the back of his father’s truck and when the dad was trying to move the car,he’s head got smashed. And yer i hate myself,what made me to do that and how will i ever gonna forgive myself???????? i didn’;t give love a change and so the concz is nothing but pain. To dis very day i can;t stop thinking about him. I wish i never went on msn that night and y i was born to dis world to cause pain ans grief to someone. I dnt know whether coz of me or her x but what i heard was,his friends saying gurls can;t see a guys hart……soooooooooooooooo PLS his friends PUT THE BLAME ON ME!! its all my fault i guesss…plss people help me n i’m lost;(:(
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Hey u! this happpens, life happens, lifes tough! sometimes we make mistakes, really big ones, u really did a big one! ….. but hey lifes much more than this, i bet ure sorry! so dont worry anymore! i bet hell forgive u in time! pray every night to god hell be with u in every moment of your daily life, hell cure you actions ur mind and ur heart! leave you mind and problems over him! I promise itll go away in time! i myself am in a little trobule, im dating someone who i really like shes everything i could ask for, but at the same time i haven forgotten gaby someone i barely dated last january, i mean 2008! its a really long tim! but i cant forget her, just cant! ive dated a lot and nothing! and the worst thing is that this girl im dating is getting her hopes u, and gaby on the other hand, really doesnt care bout me, its really sad! it sucks! what i do know is shes really going to fall for me someday i know that, just dont know how long! suppose ill have to wait and see
…so itll be okay, more than okay
Guido
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