I cant handle it

“Nobody is worth your tears and the one who is won’t make you cry.” I find this to be a horrible quote, cause im so much in love that I do cry. I don’t care if I am only turning 14 tomorrow. That is why it hurts so bad when you have an argument with the one you love and he leave it by saying “What the hell is wrong with you?” and the only way you can reply because your are so shocked is, “I don’t know.’ Do you know the worst part of that is? Is when the one you love, the one you trust with everything, goes and tells you “you’re sick”. Especially when it’s over aim. Whoever created the internet is horrible. So here I am sitting over the fact that this guy knows I love him a lot, so why does he have to say something that nasty to me? Love hurts so much that you cry. It doesn’t make any sense. Im just a stupid sick 14 year old trying to figure out life, laughing at things that shouldn’t be laughed at. Okay, so yeah, I have a sick sense of humor, but so what? You say you love me, if you love someone, you love everything about them. God, I even cried the last time I hugged him on his birthday. I cried the whole car ride home too. Now that we are supposed to hang out on Saturday, I don’t even think he will come. Happy Birthday to Me!