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About Alex…. a SophomoreI dont understand how i fall 4 a guy who doesnt even talk to me, some1 who doesnt even kno me yet. But theres something in him dat makes me think ive known him 4ever. Its sad how hes not in any of my class. But everytime when i see him down the hallway, i would notice how hes always glancing at me, even if it is just for a second. And it kinda makes me feel a lil happy inside dat the guy i really like, notices me when i pass by him. But wat makes me really confused is dat if he doesnt like me… than why would he look at me all the time like this? I really wanna get to know him but im just afraid dat he might think im just out of the ordinary. What if he thinks im some random girl dat wants to get to him. All i want to know is if he feels the same way i feel about him. And i doubt it because hes a guy and if he did like me wouldnt he come talk to me? isnt dat wat guys do most of the time??? The thing is im dat quiet type of girl in school. I dont know what happened to me. As soon as i transferred to my new school i became someone who i wasnt before, a quiet and shy person. I was so hyper and talked so much to guys in my old school but its like i took a turning point in my personality. It wouldve been great if he came up to me one day and asked me something dat started a good conversation. Hes such a cute guy. Hes really tall, has spiky black hair and has the cutest smile. Even if he goes and talks to me online, i would feel so good about myself thinking dat he finally tried talking to me. But all i kno is that this will never happen. I will never have the guy who stares at me 24/7, talk to me or even smile at me at least for once. How can i ever have him talk to me?? IS there any way i could have him like me without giving him the 1st move? because im tierd of loving a guy who doesnt even know me, its better if I just 4get him and move on… but i just cant do dat. I love him so much. Im fed up with this. Ive waited so long 4 him to talk to me. I just dont want to make the first move. Maybe he doesnt like me afterall, i guess he just stares at me for the heck of it.About Alexs brother, Danny….a fresmen But what makes my story go on is dat his brother whos in my class probably likes me. what makes me so sure? well his brother is always getting teased by his friends when im near him. Theyre always yelling out loud SHes looking at you!! or Oo0oh danny look whos behind you But its just not fair. I dont like danny. I really like alex. Danny has already dated a girl in our class but broke up with her, 4 days later. If dat girl finds out dat he likes me, shell hate me 4ever. But the truth is, i really dont give a furry rats ass cauz i dont like him and nor do i have any feelings for him. If danny ever asks me out i was thinking i should say yes, only to get to alex, the guy i love so much, but dat would hurt danny so deeply and i dont want to hurt anyone. My love story is like a love triangle sorta danny likes me, but i like alex, and alex likes ? who knos. Someone please help me…. i really dont kno what i should do. If only alex knew how i felt bout him…… goshh, i love u alex…….. i really do., ii JUST WANT TO KNO