i love him but he don’t

i’ am in love with a guy from a long time and he is a friend to me and a best friend to my sister,but the problem is that he is in love with a nother girl he love her with all her problems he love her to death and i don’t know why she is not beautiful she have a lot of problems but he love her . Ilove him more but i’am afraid to tell him cause i don’t wanna lose him for ever cause if he stop talking to me i think i will die every time i talk to him i feel so happy but when i remember that he is just a friend i cry i feel angry nervous and depressed.All my friend say every day he is born to be your’s he is beautiful just as much as you he should be yours ……and i ignore that and i act like i don’t care about him i don’t wanna any body know that i love him so they tell him about my feelings even my best friend i can;t tell her iam afraid that any body know i don;t know why .

i love him very much i cry every night and hope that one day he will be mine there’s a lot of action there’s things that happen and gave me another hope but i can feel it he’s not mine he isn’t now

i know my problem isn’t as big as urs but it still a problem to love somebody who don;t love you