its hurt to say goodbye
hi i am yang2x its start my revelation when i meet this guy. i meet him before first day of class actually he is a high school student and i am a college student. In my eyes he is very nice catch i love him the way he is. H e is very silent man or just we say man with a few word. Start it was an incident that i got his number. He has a classmate named gen2x. Dahil nga nagtrarabaho ako dito sa library madalas kong nakikita si gen2x kakalase siya ni kid nanghiram si gen2x nang cp ni kid i tot it was gen2x use that thing but i am mistaken. One night i send MMs to gen2x saying that pls bring your pocketbook so that i can borrow it tomorrow. beyond my expectation that it was kid use it right away. So he text me back. He said that dont worry sasabihin ko kay ms. gen2x tomorrow. So i get surprise of it. So i text it back i say who’s this if you are not gen2x. He replied me that this is the owner of the cp it was ____.Actually he is not really kid but this time when i text him i always called him kid coz my expectation he is very young of me. But i ma mistake coz hi is 23 years of age. Go back to the story. I get surprise on that time so it was kid was using it now. Time goes by were getting close to its other.Just we say were close only during texting time but in real life were not so close. We get ashemed to its other during school time. The days pass by i discover myself that i fall in love with him. Actually it is beyond my expectation i never expect that i in love with him without him knowing. I always remember him during vacation time i am always see him in my dreams. I try to forget him but i cant. One time during in our texting time he said that one day i court you. Cos i get in love with you. Of coarse i don’t believe him because i tot it was only me who only wishing him. So I insisted his idea to court me in the fact that im not good looking. From that time he never listened at me. He always text me at sweets words. That make my heart feel pleasure. Yes ofcoarse even it is not true i am happy atleast he like me too. Inside of me i get hurt because all of the sudden i know that’s only a joke or something trip in short word. I never believe him. Because i know it was a lie. Sino ba naman ang magkakagusto sa akin eh ang pangit ko. So now hindi na ako nagtetext sa kanya kasi maslalo lang akung masasaktan. Ayaw kong dumating ang time na masasaktan ako because of that guy. Hindi na rin siya nagtetext sa akin so now i am a stage of recovery w/c is very difficult for me but i need to survive in order to forget him. Its hurt for me to say goodbye but ito ang tama kung gawin. Hindi siya magkakagusto sa isang tulad ko. Hope na mas madali ko siyang makalimutan para hindi na ako mas lalong mahirapan.Sa ngayon pagnagtext siya palgi ko siyang pinagtatabuyan. Aayw ko kasing masaktan ng husto pano nalang kong malaman ko na pinaglalaruan lang niya pala ako di mas hurt yun. Buti na yung ganito atleast hindi pa malalim ang sugat na ginawa niya. God knows how much i love him siya ang nagbibigay sigla sa araw ko at siya rin ang napapalungkot ng araw ko. Lahat ng kalungkutang nararanasan ko ngayon may kinalaman siya. But i know i can survive this i am strong enough to face it. Hope nga lang tigilan na niya ako at sana makalimutan ko na siya.
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