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Just Don’t Know What To Do…
Want to read another story? Click here or scroll below.Sixth grade… midway through. michael, he asks me out. i said yes. so we dated. teddy bears, heart shaped ballons, movies… he was oh so sweet. at the end of the school year, we lost touch. he moved to a different school, and he wasn’t allowed to use the phone so long. i forgot about him. Then, in the beginning of senior year at our high school, he’s in my class. i was surprised and hurt at the same time. he asked me to sit next to him, and told me he didn’t bite, with his cute smile, and beautiful eyes. we became a couple again. we both thought it was fate. that there was a reason for us to be together again. after nine months of being together, we graduated, and moved to north carolina together, where the only people we knew was his brother, and his brothers girlfriend. one month after we moved there he started to become distant. started sleeping out on the couch. said he got so tired when he got out of work that he just fell asleep on the couch. on our ten month anniversary i thought i would make him something special. so i got on the computer, and made a card. with a rose on the front. said i would love him always on the front also. on the inside i wrote him a poem, and wrote down the most loving words i have ever actually felt in my life, on that card. when he got home from work, i took his hand, and asked him to come into our room, told him i had a surprise for him. he sits down on the bed, and i handed him the card, told him happy ten months, and told him i loved him. he just looked down. told me that he had to send me back up home. that his brother didn’t want me to live there anymore. that didn’t make sense because his brother was always telling me that it’s great having me around. we always had a good time. so i asked his brother’s girlfriend about it. she told me that mike didn’t mention that part… i was confused even more. so when he got out of work the next day, i sat him down. and asked him what was really going on. he told me that he just wanted to be single for a while. that hurt, but not as much as when i found out that was a lie also. the next night he confessed that those were both lies and that he had really found someone else. he was 19, i was 18, and the girl he found… was 16. when he first said he found someone else. i couldn’t breath, my heart felt like it stopped. all i could think was why… why is my first love, the love of my life being taken away from me… he then told me that he didn’t want to hurt me, and that he still cared for me, just not like he used to. what did this 16 year old have over me? was she skinnier, prettier, does she put out more? what did i do so wrong for him to forget about everything we had as soon as he met another girl? he tried to put his hand on my shoulder, but i pulled away. i told him not to touch me, that if he really cared that he wouldn’t have let his feelings get that far for someone else. since then, he’s had three girlfriends… i moved back home. i am depressed, un loved, and i can’t seem to love someone. it’s been almost a year since we split and i have had two relationship. both which ended where i couldn’t love them because i was still so much in love with michael. i don’t sleep, when i do eat i eat too much, i have lost weight, gained weight, i think way too much about him. he and i still talk. we were best friends before we actually got together. we know each other better than anyone else knows either of us. is part of the reason i can’t get over him because he and i haven’t burned our bridge? because we still talk? i don’t know what to do. my head keeps scrambling… thoughts of him, the times we used to have… everything we went through… all the horrible moments we helped each other through… what happened to it… i can’t move on. i have tried. i am still hurt, and i still love him with every beat of my heart. i can’t give my heart away to anyone else, because he still has it…. i just… don’t know what to do…. Hurt and Still Loving Him
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Ok. So I completely understand what you are going through. I’ve been there. I have gotten over it though. I think it is great that you and micheal are still friends. Everything started out great. And now you can’t believe it really ended. Although you still love him, you have to move on. God knew he wasn’t right for you. The right guy will come along one day. I promise it will. God will lead in the right path. Micheal wasn’t the right guy. Its his loss. And after all of this you need to realize that he isn’t worth it. I will pray for you and I know that one day you’ll get over him and meet the real love of your life. May God Bless You.
–Megan–
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Hello there. I read your story and I must say that I feel very bad for you. I myself am a bit older and I have been in a lot of relationships. I have to say that I have never felt something worse than being in love with someone and they fall out of love with you but you still love them completely. There is one person in my past that I still love and I have not heard or talked to her in over 15 years. Now and again I have feelings for other people but there is always that one person in the back of my mind. I don’t have a clear answer for you as for I am somewhat in the same boat but I can say that its not the end of the world. You have to keep moving forward. You are still young and have a lot of life ahead of you. Live it. Relationships start and they end. Its part of living. I hope things work out well for you and I hope that my words give you some comfort.
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The only thinq there is to do is move on
he wasted your time
its qood that you to still talk
forqeT && forqive
just forqet him ok
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hey i’ve had this happen to me it takes a long time to get over your first love and you’ll never forget him but maybe you should try to move on let him go get new friends hang out with people get to know other peaple and you might just find someone i’m not saying stop talking to him just cut it down maybe just tell him how you feel that it’s time to let go because you have too much pain it will help. let go and than you can get your heart back and be able to love someone else
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im very sad to read this story all u could do that u have to break up with him tottally
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thanks for all your advice… i didn’t want to, but i had to burn our bridge. i feel better, but not healed…. i still love him, but it’s a lil easier now. i told him everything, how i still care so much for him, and he asked me y i was telling him, so i told him i didn’t want to speak to him anymore. not like we have anyways. he didn’t like it, but i couldn’t do it anymore. thank you all so much for your insight. hope u r right about the right person coming along. thanks and god bless../
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Well, that is the game of love…You give everything for the one you love…but it’s not enough…Just move on…I know that’t there’s someone meant for you…It’s hard to forget him..but you need to set yourself free…You deserved to be happy…
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heii am only in the 6th grade too and I belive that I am in love. so the kid’s name is Vitor and I reallly like him….. I use to be an A and B student but now i day dream a lot and i can’t get over him.. .
so I think i feel the same way he flirts with my best friend I see she flirts back I don’t tell her though because then we won’t be friends any more and right now I really need a friend to stay here right by my side my other best friend just went to Brasil and we will never see each other again…. So like i know I should be giving you advise but I ‘m just here to tell you I’m in basiclly the same sitchuation
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getting over first love.. it’s the worst thing in the world. but after that, you learn to be a little cautious, you learn to be skeptical. you guard your heart but take care not to turn too cold or you might accidentally turn away a chance at better love..
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