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Lifetime loneliness
Want to read another story? Click here or scroll below.i m sitting here with nothing by myside.. i m left with tears nothing else. i met this girl in 2006 in summer camp. She started liking me.. she used to be always after me and she talked to me the most.. and i started liking her too.. and after the camp was over we never really talked but than on my bday Nov 7, 06 .. i e-mailed her and she said yes to me.. and we went out for 2 months and she broke up with me because i was giving her hard time like … “whats wrong with you .. you dont wnna meet me or talk to me.. you are always in your own world” and she broke up with me after this.. but she still used to e-mail me and than she came back to my after almost 4 months on April 11, 2007 .. during that period when she left me i wrote 5 diaries for her.. cried every night, never smiled.. just sat outside almost everyday.. and just look at the sky.. and now after 1 year and 1 month she broke up with me again on our 1 year 6 months anniversary.. she lives in New York and i live in Virginia.. i go there all the time to see her.. but she left me again cuzz i dont know.. whenever she used to make me mad by doing stupid stuff.. i started saying to her “ohk lets break up.. or go to another guy” every fight we used to have i started saying that and she finally left me this May 7, 08 and now i still tlk to her a lil we have our own e-mail and we e-mail each other on that account.. after she broke up with me 2 weeks ago i e-mailed her 50 e-mails i went to NY 2 times .. i wrote letters .. gave her cards.. did everything in just 1 to 2 weeks.. but she doesnt wnna come back.. now she says that “she doesnt feel the same for me for some reason” u tell me what m i suppose to do.. i did everything .. i told her that i can never see her with any other guy and if she goes with some other guy i will leave this country and go back to my country forever and never come back…. and now i have decided to go back to my country forever in 2 months.. but if she comes back i will not go.. i have hurt her so much.. she loved me like crazy but i always loved her more.. and i was always worried that she might leave me and now she says that “i always doubted her love” but what was i suppose to do.. i love her so much that i always had this feeling that if she leaves me than i would just be hangin my whole life…. i went to her house 1 week ago .. cuzz we are family friends.. and i went to her house.. i started crying.. because i m left with nothing but tears.. i couldnt stop crying front of her.. i begged her.. i said sorry that i will never do all those mistakes again.. and than she swore on me that she is back with me.. and when i came back to VA.. i asked her and she said.. “i swore on you to make you stop crying” i m just heart broken now.. i know she will never come back.. but my friends say that she will.. but i only have 2 months left.. i wish she comes back and tells me that she loves me and she forgives me .. please help me..
who ever read my story.. please e-mail us at “dlm.moon.0706@gmail.com” this is our e-mail address.. and whoever is gonna e-mail us she is gonna read that e-mail too.. so please help me and tell her that i have realized my mistake and i m sorry … and tell her that please take me back.. because i dont wanna stay away and just cry everyday.. because that would just kill me inside.. i m very weak and emotional i m not like other guys or girls who can move on and just live…. i know i cant live without her and everyone says that but i do know that i cant move on even if i want too and she knows that too that i cant move on without her.. she told me that be strong and when she said that thats when i decided to go back to my country and stay away from everyone and just cry and not show my tears to anyone over here… and i dont wanna tell my parents because i m 19 and they will get worried.. but i m happy that not strong because i only wanna love her my whole life and just spend my life thinking about her and die eventually this is my first and last love .. the e-mail address that we share i made that e-mail address .. let me tell you the meaning of it
dlm is – Dont leave me
moon – because she is my moon
0706 – is when we started going out 1 year 6 months
so this is my story.. i made it short.. we went through alot and she has done so much for me and i have done so much for her.. but now when the time is close for us.. she would just leave me and walk away??? sometimes i wish i could kill myself.. but than i think to myself that she might come back.. or she will come back tom.. i stare at the sky everyday.. and the time passes by me.. while i have tears in my eyes.. i never wanted to share this with anyone.. but i was just reading articles on what girls like or makes them smile because i m a simple man.. i m not good looking at all.. but i do love her to death.. so i will end my story and wait for you guys to read it and tell me what you guys think or e-mail us so she could read that i do love her …our e-mail is “dlm.moon.0706@gmail.com”
i wanna stay happy too just like everyone i dont want lifetime pain because i would die crying and only i know that
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if she comes to u shes urs other wise not…….. takcr………
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i was crying the whole time i’m reading your story…
i can feel your pain, and can relate to evrything you said…we have the same situation
my boyfriend broke up with me for almost a month now.. i begged for him to come back but he never did… last nov.12 on our monsary i begged for him to come but he won’t talk to me…after that i never speak to him anymore and promised to never shed a tear for him untill just now when i read your story evrything flashedback to me and i realized how much i really miss him…
i understand what you are going through, i will pray for you that you’r girlfriend will realize how much you really love her….you know it is better to feel the pain because you have fight for your love than not to do it and wonder what could have happen if you did…
i know my comment is quite late, but how are you doing now? i would like to hear more of your story..
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lol i am visiting this site after like 1 year… because few people just messaged me on yahoo after i put this story up on this site… and after like so long we both started talking a little.. she emailed me after such a long time so we just talk through e-mails sometimes.. and after we broke up .. i did cry and did try everything i could.. but didnt achieve anything.. but later when i found out that she is happy the way she is i realized that i should let her go.. and promised myself that i will always be there for her whenever she needs me.. or whenever she is sad or lonely.. but at the same time i also promised myself that i will not be there for her whenever she is happy or enjoying her life… because i could not keep her happy when she was with me so now when she is happy on her own.. than why bother.. i ll rather see her with someone else.. than me.. because i gave her nothin but tears…
but anyways.. thanks for the reply.. she e-mailed me sayin that she wants to read this story but i told her.. that not possible because i dont want her reading this.. because she is happy.. and i only want her to smile .. after reading this story.. she mite get mad or unhappy.. and i dont wanna ruin anything for her…
but thanks again for reading the story…and i ll pray that u get ur love too…. sometimes love happens only once..
takecare
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i just realized.. i made so many grammar mistakes… lol.. i was probably crying a lot when i wrote this story…
and in my opinion.. if the person has moved on or is happy without you being there.. its better to let that person go and let them be happy.. because if you really love them.. then you will set them free.. and if they come back.. than they are yours… (maybe forever)…
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