loving from afar

i never thought i could actually write in here. but i am thankful finding this site. i hope i will make sense in writing my love story which had ended before it hardly began.

i met him at work in 2002. it was really a casual thing. exchanging glances, nothing more than that. i was his type only found out later. then i resigned from work. met other guys. loved other guys as well. continue my studies. live my life far from him. now its 2008. more than six years had passed. and now the problem is, i really don’t know what the fucking hell is wrong with me for he is keeping much of my thoughts. my god, it’s been more than six years. we parted ways, go on with our own lives, yet why in the world do i have to think of him now. i want to practically bang my head on the wall. its a love reciprocated. loving from afar. i hope this stop. could someone tell me how this thing called crazy love could stop. loving other men could help, but nothing compares to him. oh! i dunno what to do or think. he is driving me nuts.

4 Comments to “loving from afar”

  1. ... Replied on 22 Jun 2008 at 6:05 pm #

    Go find him and talk to him, its the only way to get over him.

  2. ale Replied on 30 Jun 2008 at 12:14 pm #

    love isn’t something that disappears overnight…if you really want him so much,than find him…and tell him what you really fell..after that you’ll see what will come..but at least you know you’ve tried.if he aint worthed then dont stop at him….it means you deserve better…and belive me,in this big world there is the one who is right for you,you just have to keep searching!

  3. helper Replied on 02 Jul 2008 at 6:20 pm #

    Go find him and tell him everything. ITS CALLED LOVE BABE!

  4. timi Replied on 05 Jul 2008 at 10:23 am #

    tell him, if you don’t want to love him, don’t then. he should know. everyone has someone they’re meant to meet he’s out there you just got to find him. :)

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