lust story my crush for a boy started in 8th grade

my crush for a boy started in 8th grade. i thought he was the one the won i wanted, my friend went out with him for a long ass time and she finally said im through i guess, they were on and off for a year. I finally gave up and moved on. when he didnt talk to me i was fine i didnt want him to but he was a part of my life every time he wanted to be.well that year i got over him i thought.My freshmen year i went into it saying i wasnt going to fall for him, not again. i guess to months after school started he was flirt and wouldnt leave me alone, i fucking fell for his shit 5 times this year but the las time and now is hard. The last time i did i got really atached i actually thought i loved him. i havent been won of his victoms but i was close. he went to the dace and made out with his ex-girlfriend, but i had one of my friends and one of his good friends to him spy for me to see if i really could trust him, thats wrong i know but i had to the next day it woukd be official,so i wanted to see what he actually did behind my back.Today is valintines Day and he basically asked me out. 2 fucking years and he is just now doing it,but i have a bet with a friend that i will stay single for a whole year,i cant do nothing kiss,hold hands , fuck nothing. im glad that i made the bet cause i proble would have said yes this story will continue,Hello i still have 3 years of high school left,