My love for you, will never be faded.
This is a true story, and it’s written from my own perspective. Hope you all would enjoy, and be sure to comment.
Well, let’s start off by saying that I met a girl last summer. I was 15 back then, I am currently 16 now. She went to a different school in the district, which was about 45 minutes or so away. I met her once through a friend. We talked a few times, but nothing really serious. When I first met her, she was amazing. Everything a guy would ever wished for, from looks to a great outgoing personality. I mean, she was almost perfect, from my point of view. I guess you can say that she caught my attention the very first time we met. I didn’t want to tell my best friend that I “think” I was starting to like her. Since my best friend was her close friend, I thought that it would be a bit awkward. Anyways, well, a few weeks later, I couldn’t take it anymore, so I decided to tell her how I felt. She was shocked, but I guess it worked out. We started to build a stronger relationship. She gave me her phone number, and from that point on, I texted/call her non-stop. I mean, I was a texting fiend, lol. Soon, you could say that I “fell” in love with her. We would talk for hours on the phone about random stuff. I had the feeling that I would do anything for this girl. When we first met, she told me that she loved sunflower seeds; which I did as well. One day, she told me that she was craving for some sunflower seeds, as a guy, I wanted to treat a girl right. So I told her that I had to go help my dad do yard work. Instead, I went to the store, grabbed two bags of seeds. She lived about two miles-walking distance from my house to her house. As a 15 year old, I didn’t have a permit/car, so I had to walk. I showed up at her door, and surprised her. The bags of seeds were nothing, but it was the thought that counted. I guess you can say that she was impressed. She gave me a hug, which pretty much made my day. Weeks later, reality hit me hard. I found out that she was taken. To be honest, it fking crushed me. I mean it devastated me. I could understand why she didn’t want to tell me, but the damage was already done. The relationship that we built was over, I couldn’t help it. Is this what love really feels like? I mean, you could say that I loved her with all my heart. I may not be the nicest guy you would ever meet, but I am the realest. So, I decided to let her go her own way. Sounds pretty easy, eh? I think not, it was the hardest sht that I have ever done in my whole life. Seeing the one you love, love someone else is the most difficult feeling.
So, months passed. I met one of her really close friends. We talked and talked, but I was still not over the same girl. I don’t know what fucking hit me in the head, but I decided to ask her close friend out-that was a huge mistake. I don’t know why I did that. Looking back a year later, I think it was pretty stupid. Anyways, the relationship lasted three weeks. The thought of the previous girl that I loved, was still in my mind. I knew that I could not move on. I ignored my girlfriend’s calls, texts, IMs, etc. I felt like a bitch, looking back at it now. I didn’t want to hurt her, but at the same time, I needed some time alone. So we decided to break up, I called her, and explained why. Of course, I did not say that I had another person on my mind, because I would’ve killed not only my relationship with the two girls, but also, their friendship. Anyways, I told her that I needed to be single, because I wasn’t ready for a relationship yet. You could say that she took it pretty well, we still talk to this day. But anyways, on with the story.
After the breakup with my ex, the girl that was on my mind was having a tough time with her relationship. I asked her if she was doing okay, and things like that. I guess she didn’t want to talk to me, but I tried my very best to maintain composure. After a few days of talking, I started to build up the same relationship as before. We both made a promise that we would always be there for each other-it’s still not broken to this day. After talking to her a few weeks, I found out that she had broken up with her boyfriend. I was happy, yet, confused and sad at the same time. I was happy that I could’ve finally gotten the chance to get a shot at her, but at the same time sad, because I couldn’t see her cry. Seeing a girl cry is my worst fear, real talk. Confused at the fact that I dated her close friend. Fuck, it was all tragic. I talked and talked, three days later, she told me that she didn’t need her boyfriend anymore, because she was happy single. I was happy for her, and soon, we became best friends. I was always there for her problems, and she usually wouldn’t tell me her guy problems, because she knew that I had this “thing” for her, and she did not want me to have a misunderstanding, which I understood. So, as a guy, I NEVER asked about her guy problems. And by NEVER, I never mentioned a single word. At that point, I knew that I had a shot. You could say that I was the happiest guy at that point, but soon later, cupid took revenge. Reality struck once again.
The girl gave her boyfriend another chance. I was FUCKING crushed, and by crushed, I was hurt. I tried to play it off by saying that I was ok, and shit like that, but to be honest, I was fucking devastated. I decided to be alone for a few days. I did not bother to call/text/IM her at all. She called one day, and I decided to pick up. She told me that she felt like a bitch, and to be honest, she was pretty shady to me. Not to hate on people’s relationship or anything, but I don’t think that she was happy at all with her boyfriend. They would often get into arguments, and she would be really hurt. Most of her away messages would often worry me, but I couldn’t do anything, it was her choice. Once in a while, I would often say, “Are you okay, etc?” But, I never asked about her personal issues with guys.
Up to this day, I still love her with all my heart. But yet, she’s still taken. She “believes” that I am over her, but no, I am not. She still remains in my heart, but she does not know. I do not want to be a home wrecker, so I’ll just let it be. Right now, I am single and I guess it’s alright. FF, if you’re reading this, I hope you’re doing well.
Thank you for reading.
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well my name is stephanie i am 18 years old im going though the same thing right now…. he knows about my feelings but he never tell me his problems and doesnt talk about girls front of me…. so i know how u feel
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I have a feeling that Im at a different side of the world than you but our problems are practically the same as of now . and ironically, the girl Im in this situation with has the same name as you, Stephanie . haha
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pretty intence. nice story ((:
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