My love my story continued
After being with him for 2 weeks in April. Life was hard. He began to fall out with my friends and doing this resulted me to fall out with them too, but I didnt care. I knew it wasnt Nathans fault. It didnt change how I felt about him, not one bit.I saw him again in….August, after that. I spent 2 weeks at his house, and then he came on holiday with me and my family in Wales for a week. Having to let him ago after spending that amount of time with him was very hard.Because Id gotten completely used to being with him. We were very serious with eachother, at this point.I saw him in October after that, too. He spent a week at my house. And we stayed up all night within the first night of him being here.It was really nice because normally my mum and dad would call me up to go to bed. But they fell asleep before they had the chance. Haha.He was very helpful that week. He helped me out with my coursework. Which I couldnt be bothered with for a long while haha.But then, the dreaded time came, again.. I had to let him go. Wed always spoke about running away together before they could seperate us..But we knew that wouldnt be a good idea.I saw him again in December after that. Again, it was a week at my house. There was a lot of conflict between us though, because Id done something really stupidand gotten really drunk at a party.. and ended up kissing 2 other boys. So we had a lot of arguments and I couldnt keep it from him, I wouldnt be able to ever look him in the eye if I didnt tell him.Id feel way too guilty.But he forgave me in the end, and for him to do that, just proved his love for me in my opinion, it just made me love him so much more.After a few days at my house, me, him, and my family went to Clacton for New Years Eve and Day.While mum and dad went to a party – me, Nathan and my cousins friend babysat my brother, sisters, and my cousins at my aunties flat.Me and Nathan kissed when it struck midnight, and into 2008. The feeling was just so lovely.. its so hard to explain and express how brilliant he makes me feel.We got all the kids to bed about 2am. And while my cousins friend was in my cousins bedroom, me and Nathan got some alone time together. Which was lovely too because we were so used to being told to go to bed or whatever.We were rolling around on the floor and he just happened to be on top of me when we stopped and gazed into eachothers eyes. I loved every moment of it.He leant down and kissed me deeply, passionately.I loved every second of it. The feelings he gave me, well.. some, unspecified. Haha.And.. just constant butterflies and goosebumps. I love him so much, he makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.Before he left, it was just so sad. The night before was really sad.. I just could not stop crying, he hugged me tight while I cried my heart out to him on his shoulder – I really didnt want him to go. I wanted to be with him forever. I WANT to be with him forever.And, well.. that was 2 weeks ago today.. I miss him to bits..I will always love him.- Jess
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wow your story is so nice i love to read also….i hope u find the rigth person in ur life…
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