my love story I think I loved him

I think I loved him. Yes, I did love him. He was my first love! He’s name- Haziq Zakuan. Although 7 years had passed, I still remember clearly the feeling I felt on him. This feeling..was sweet…and I can feel it until now!

I still remember the first time I saw him. It was at the school hall. I was late. I was rushing to the assembly, then I saw him, and I started to like him.

Later on, I found out that he admired my best friends. i was a little frustrated , but I just ignored it. Pretend that nothing happened.

A year later, I was in the same class with him. Happy,but not too happy. Then, I notice that he was really a nice boy. He was responsible and brilliant. I fell for him even more.

I secretly admired him. My heart pumping so hard when he walked near me. I thought about him every night before I went to sleep. I even thinking about him almost every day of my life. I was so in love with him!

That was the first time I tasted it-love. It tasted so sweet. I felt it all over my heart. But, he never knew about it. I can’t tell him. I didn’t have the courage to tell him. Besides, he admired other girl.

I didn’t care about that. Ijust love this love feeling. It made me happy. So, I continued love him.

I always looked at him in the class. Luckly I sat behind him. So, he won’t notice me on being looking at him. And everyday after school, I would walk behind him. I followed his footsteps. It made me felt close to him.Sometimes, i even purposely miss out the bus, so that I can saw him a little bit longer. I even waited at the bus stop to see him. And there is one day, I walked passed his house, just wanted to feel a little close to him.

I never talked to him. I din’t have the courage to do so. I just secretly in love with him.

Two years later, we finished school. On the last day, I walked behind him as ussual. I looked at his back. Tried to remember this feeling. I hope I can see him in the future. But I never did.

That was the last time I saw him. I didn’t see him again. Although so, I kept this feeling strongly. This feeling is so special. I will never let it go.

I would always remember him. Because he was my first love. A happy and sweet memory from my past.