no not anymore
what if…u’re a playgurl and then suddenly u met sumone and fall for him..and then the relationship took almost 4 years long..then suddenly that someone left you without any enough reasons..and then one day u found out that that someone has an affair with your friend..how woud u feel??
there was this boy whom i really really love..the moment i loved him, i told to myself that i won’t let go of that boy..i gave my full time, all my love and almost gave my soul for that special boy..i changed (coz i was a play gurl before meeting him)just for him..i did everything to keep the relationship and for him not to fall out of love for me..
whenever we fight, i would be the first one to say sorry just to stop that fight..and of course to save the relationship..yeah, you can say i’m soo much stupid or even a bullshit..yeah, i did all those bitches for i really do love him at that moment of mah laype..it was my first time to get serious with things like this..to cut it short, he was the first boy i had fall that deep..
everytime i’m with him, everything is soo much perfect..he makes me smile and then laugh..
we have gone through lots of shits..and the relationship became stronger and deeper..i never thought of letting go or even leaving him behind..
but something happened that made our happy world into a misserable one..
he and (ofcourse with my aproval)went somewhere to fix things for his future..i cried millions of tears the day he left..i hugged him soo tight and i don’t even want to let him go coz i can’t imagine myself without seeing him for a long time..
the only thing that i can do that time..wass to hope that we can make it..
on the first month everything is still going well..another days came..weeks..then the communication suddenly stopped.. !!!!!!and then i knew that something is wrong..i did everything just to reach him..but i failed..
and one day a news alrmed me…
i cannot contct him..but a friend and him has a communication..and she even know whats happening to my boy..i was hurt..but i never thought of them having an affair coz that was my friend for almost 4 years at that time..and that i was her savior whenever she’s down..and she knows how much i love my boy..
(*didn’t mind about it..and didn’t believe it*..)*stupid ayte?*
and when i finally reached him he told me that he will b3 going home..the moment he told me bout it, i didn’t know what to feel..i was excited but i wanna hate him because of what happened..so, i didn’t meet him up the moment he got home coz i wasn’t ready yet to face him..
(i want to myself to be ready the moment i face him*that was my point*)
wen i decided to see him i thought everything will be fine..everything got worse..i took his fone and i saw pics of a familiar gurl..booomm!! it was my friend..i was really hurt..i found out that theres something between the 2..i proved it then that they really have an affair..
but he keep on denying it..i even tell him to just love my friend and to forget the almost 4 years(well, that’s how i love my friends..i even thought of giving way just for them to be happy)but he disapproved..then told me to trust him..then i thought of giving it a try again and maybe this time we can work it out..*another stupid thing i did*
i didn’t tell my other friends about it coz they myte hate me..and so, i tried to work things out..but then, the pain is still there and keeps on growing and because of this, i decided to talk to the gurl(my friend..the traitor*hahaha*) i asked her everything and she then confessed..(it hurts you know)she confessed that they have an affair that she loves my boy..
that was the time that i decided to give way for them..i thhought i can’t make it.coz almost four damn years of being together, we shared lots lots of good memories..and iwas even close to his family that time and i cannot imagine myself not having them anymore..
it took many months to get rid of him..
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UPDATE
it’s been 9 months after that incident..and supposedly our 4th year was last april 2009..
the traitors other friends pitty me much daw..coz the incident was too heartbreaking(LOL)..hahah
but after we parted(with my ex) he never stop on winning me back..even now..he still keeps on texting me and he even told me that he’s still hoping that we will be together and that after i graduate and have my work he will find me and marry me..(wat the heck)hahaha
but no not anymore..
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OMG u go girl!! u did da rite thing and u seem lyk such a gud friend… and im happy dat u got over him! it takes a lot of strengnth 2 do wat u did… so u shud b proud of urself!
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tenks for the coment..yea, i’m really thankul coz i’m soo okay now..
yea, i love my friends.. i can’t stand seeing them crying just because of me.. i can sacrifice all i have just for them to be hhappy..
wanna see the girl?lol
http://profiles.friendster.com/26250698-friendster of the girl..
http://profiles.friendster.com/funnychiq – heres mine..
=))
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you did the right thing gurl…
i had been into what you’ve experienced and it hurts…men keep on denying their affairs with other women even if its already too obvious…
Always remember this girl:
Once a cheater, always a cheater…MEN IN NATURE ARE POLYGAMOUS
P.S
Don’t cling to much onto someone so that later when things get worse, you won’t feel great pain..yes, pain will be there but not that intense compared before…
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tenks for that. yea you’re ryte. and i i learned enough.
and yea, if ever i enter in a rela. again. i know now wut to do and not to do..
life must go on.. and don’t stop wen u’re wounded. just go on with the flow..
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