SaD aNd In LoVe

I started dating this guy, Alex like 4 months back. I really liked him and we flirted a lot in class cuz we sat beside each other. I was thrilled when I asked him out and he had accepted. Everything was perfect, because I ahd him.

I remember I was his first kiss, it was in a Truth Of Dare game, where we were dared and we had kissed about 3 times in two days. I was so happy, I knew we both were. His friend’s told me he really liked me,. So we had both planned to go to Spring Fling.

After about 3 months of dating, this thing hit me. I was a year older, him being in gr. 7, me in gr. 8 and there was only 1 month left of school of me at my school. So i planned to break up with him, I was soo sad when I did it. I was crying all week end, and I was soo depressed. He was all I could think about, and I thought I made the wrong mistake, that by Monday when I heard he had a new girlfriend I started denying my true feelings for him, I wanted to make him jelous by dating one of his friends Ryan. Alex was mad, and I was sad when I heard that he was trying to make me jelous. The only reason I even dumped him was cuz I didn’t want it to be even harder at the end of the year.

So the next day we started dating again, and things…one again were perfect.

But one day my friend. Devyn suddenly chose to tell Alex I was using him for Spring Fling, which was so not true. I could tell that when I came back from a high school thing with another boy in my class Alex was upset. I was probably even more upset.

I comfronted Alex about it cuz at the time I didnt know that Devyn had told him, When I found out, I was soo mad, But I knew things between us were gunna be okay.

Now Im sitting here 2 and a half weeks left of school for me, head over heels in love with my boyfriend and so sad that Im leaving him. I wanna laugh and cry at the same time, and as Im writing this my tears just pour down my face. Ill make sure that next time I see my boyfriend, Ill give him an extra big hug good bye.

I dont know what to do, my summer is going to suck because Im in love with a boy I wont be able to see everyday.

Please someone help me I dont know to do !!