So I”m dealing with this dilema with a guy
So I”m dealing with this dilema with a guy. It started out in mid-January, I had just broken up with my boyfriend from a few months, and I really didn”t want any relationship after the crap I went through with him(he cheated and lied). Well just a WEEK later, one of my friends ex-boyfriends(which I thought was VERY cute) Added me on myspace, and messeges me saying he rememberes me. There we start messaging eachothother, then we start chatting on aim. From there, each day we chatted for 4 or 5 hours straight. He enjoyed chatting with me and I did to him. I realized I was starting to have strong feelings for him, he actually liked talking to me, and he had a great sense of humor which is what I like in a guy. I had NEVER liked a straight guy before, ah, but that”s where I was wrong. Somewhere along our conversations, we started talking about relationships, and he admitted his liking for guys. My heart jumped, because I then knew I had a chance! Of course, I didn”t tell him I liked him just yet. Each day we just chatted more, giving eachother advise on things, keeping eachother company. We finaly decided to hang out, I was nerrrvous. He came t o my house, we just sat in my room,? talking, and I had NEVER been this nervous with ANYONE in my life. I kept saying stupid things, and laughing stupidly. Little by little he got closer, then out of nowhere he said “kiss me” with a smile on his face..I nervously kept asking why, until I finaly did. He smiled greatly, and from there, he started to rub my hand. I was so comfused! We just kissed and cuddled for the next 3 hours. I was the HAPPIEST I had ever been. I NEVER thought I would end up in my bed, cuddling with him, and just to think a day before that I was depressed because I thought he would never be with me. From then on, he would try to see me as much as possible. It”s something I never experienced in my life, the way he passionately kisses me, and hold my hand, doesn”t force anything, asks me if I”m alright. Last time I saw him was about 2 weeks ago, and everything was greatttt. I was extremely happy, but something must have changed, because a day after I saw him, I got on the computer, and he wasn”t talking much. I would say the occasional “hey!” or “How are you white man!” and he wouldn”t talk much after. Then, he started to ignore me, and my calls, he would only respond sometimes, and wouldn”t talk much. I am so comfused by this. WHAT HAPPENED?! Everything was great, and now he, doesn”t talk? I find myself thinking about him allll the time, wanting to know what his true feelings are. How can he go from liking so much me to, now practically ignoring me? Not only that, but I even told him I thought we had something special, and he goes “What was so special HMMM?”..I was so, comfused, and hurt. He”s been like this for a while now and the more time passes the more I think whatever he felt for me is drifting away. I don”t want it to end! People tell me to just forget about him, it”s a lost case, but I always find an excuse, like, what if he”s just busy?? I want to try to find a way for him to tell me what”s up, or like me again, or something! I have fallen hard for him. And now I think the same things I thought before me and him hooked up. Things like, he is too good for me, and how good looking he is and I”m not, how smart he is, and I”m just dumb and negative about things. It was a crush, to happyness, to now, being just comfused and hurt.’, ‘What goes through his head?
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