Manny Villar for President
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I guess I should tell the whole and complete story, Well to start off my name is Sarah. I have fallen in love five times in my life, their are those of you that no that love is great but it also can lead to pain. Well this summer I met an amazing guy named Taylor and he was well is quite amazing =) It’s like his perfect and I knew as soon as I met him I wasn’t good enough never would be never could be. So I tried my best to keep my distance from him, well as soon as that didn’t work I did the obvious, I talked to him. I texted him even though I didn’t have texting and asked him if he had yahoo messanger or aim or anything of that sorts that why we could talk and it wouldn’t cost me. He told me that he had aim and he gave me his screen name. Which in order to keep his privacy will not be released, but anyways the next morning i got up and downloaded aim just so I could talk to him and for about a month that’s what i did. I messaged him everyday and he responed. Usually I would send him texts from aim and he would write back and it was basically like texting him, Well after awhile it came to the point that i couldn’t control how much i liked him, and at that point i honestly think i loved him. All I did was talk about him and talk to him, but i started fights for no reason accusing him of talking about me behind my back like people told me he was doing. Well then I got texting and I begged him for another chance, of course he said yes like all the other times but just like before i couldn’t control myself and sent him many text messages telling him that i liked him but i knew we couldn’t be together because i thought i was ugly. He told me before that i wasn’t ugly and he liked the way i looked, but it wasn’t enough for me. I needed more and before long it was like he was saving me from myself. But he got sick of it all and left me, so i tried to make him jealous by flirting with his brother Caleb and that didn’t work so well because then I ended up liking Caleb. If you saw Taylor and Caleb and got to know them you would understand why it’s so hard not to like them,but anyways like i was saying. I ended up liking Caleb i decided to try to replace Taylor with Caleb, big mistake never try that people! And before long I was talking to Caleb everyday and i knew in my heart if i didn’t stop i would end up loving Caleb but that didn’t stop me I listened to my heart. And I felt myself doing exactly what I did to Taylor to Caleb! I was pathetic and at my lowest point in life. By the way something I forgot to mention I met both Taylor and Caleb during soccer season and thats how i got to know them. Back to the story Caleb and Taylor’s step-dad aka my soccer coach was going to take the whole soccer team(or whoever wanted to go) to a professional soccer game. I thought PERFECT this is my chance to flirt with Caleb and get him to be my friend and dump his girlfriend Lacey for me. (No logic was running through my head people so don’t critize please.) Well I was going to ride to the game with my friend Jaclynn and her mom was going to take us that way I didn’t have to ride with Taylor or Caleb and it wouldn’t be awkward and I would just fix things at the game. But Jaclynns dog died the night before the game and her mom was crying all night so she let Shawn take us. And it turns out Caleb stayed the night at a friend’s and wasn’t coming so I rode up their with half the soccer team including Taylor. And on the way there he was sitting in the front and i was in the main back so we had no eye contact and i was having fun singing songs and talking to my friends. But when we got out of the car the game was extremly cold so Taylor went back to the Durango to warm up Jaclynn followed him and I didn’t want to sit alone so I followed her. Taylor let Jaclynn in but locked me out of the car, remember that it was cold. So i was yelling at Taylor to let me in,and we were laughing and playing around,but then he smiled and his eyes were so beautiful i almost cried. My smile faded and tears almost came to my face, because i realized i still loved him. When my smile faded he opened the door and let me in the car,i guess because he felt sorry for me. Well we were talking and then he got his cellphone out and started texting,this pissed me off because he told me that he hated texting and thats why at the end of our friendship he wasn’t texting back, i bought his lines and caved into his eyes. It all hit me at once,anger,betrayal,and rage. I threw the car door open and Taylor laughed as I got out and said you won’t get back in. I turned around with a look of hate on my face and said i don’t care. I just needed to be alone so I walked around for a bit and then decided to go back and act like i was fine. He let me back in but by accident (he was locking and unlocking the doors and I opened it really quick when he unlocked it. We both laughed as i got in the back he asked me what the walk was about and I said I just needed to be alone for a bit he laughed and said ok well I am going to the game are you guys coming and for the first time we both looked at Jaclynn she said no and then he looked at me and I said no I will stay in here for a bit. Well he got out and Jaclynn told me that he missed talking to me and being friends so I texted him and asked him if he wanted to be friends again he said sure. Well after the game was over I went home completly confused about who I liked at that moment and trying my best not to care. It didn’t work and I decided to text Taylor and just say hi or something and he didn’t text back well it didn’t really concearn me I just assumed he was busy, but after a couple of days I texted him again and asked him a question, he didn’t answer and I was upset but I didn’t start a fight so I just decided to stop texing him period. Well about a week later I decided to go to a volleyball game the day was 10-16-08 and Caleb was there I was still kinda talking to Caleb and I still loved him I mean I couldn’t just get over him that fast. And so I decided to just ignore him because we were in a fight and i didn’t want to make matters worse so i tried to stay off to myself, and just ignore him. Well he walked by me and our eyes met and I started crying all my friends knew what was wrong and I couldn’t bare to look at them because I knew they would tell me to calm down and that would make me worse. So i just ran to the bathroom and cried for about ten minutes then instead of going back to the game I caught up with an old friend and we went on a walk and I told her EVERYTHING that had happened. Well we keep walking and we met up with another group of people that included Caleb and we all went on a walk and I decided just to ignore him. Well it was really fun we did lots of things =) and I really did enjoy myself for the first time in awhile. Well me and Caleb made up and I started to talk to him again but then he started to ignore me I basically became depressed the only thing i did was eat and sleep and my grades were slipping bad before i knew it i had a D- in Algebra. It was all horrible, finally i let Caleb go after many many nights of crying and begging him to forgive me. Well then one day I started talking to this one girl that went to his school named Becca and we became pretty close talking about how much we hated Caleb’s ex-girlfriend Lacey. He broke up with her because of a rumor long after he started ignoring me but when he found out it wasn’t true Lacey was already dating someone else and Caleb still liked her but it was to late. But anyways we both really hated Lacey I did mostly because she dated Caleb and a rumor that she called me a whore made me really hate her. But if you knew me you would know that I am the kind of person that can’t hate someone for no reason or I at least have to try and work things out with them. So I decided to do Lacey a favor I tried to get her friends to like her again which didn’t quite go so well but me and her talked about the whole thing and before long we ended up being good friends. And then I got a message from Caleb apologizing for ignoring me and he told me that we could be friends again and now we and i don’t love him anymore and we are good friends i guess you could say. But I miss Taylor I miss talking to him and I just want to be his friend so should I ask him to be my friend or just forget the whole thing happened??? Please someone tell me what to do give me advice but please no rude comments…. =(
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