still the one part 2
I didn’t know what to expect but i sure hope he will come. I was looking at the drive way when i saw him coming. Oh my God! I came rushing to the door as if I haven’t seen him in a while. The funny thing about it is that we were actually wearing the same color shirt. So before i could say something he just smiled and said i told you i was going to come. I smiled back and said I know.
We arrived a couple of minutes late so you can expect that almost everybody was there already and as soon as they spotted us coming together, they went crazy. It’s like finally having the confirmation they needed that we are indeed together. And well i actually don’t mind 
The day was awesome. He was with me the whole time. I felt like I was flying the entire time. So he took me home after the practice and before i entered our door, he held my hand and said, “i like days like this”. I looked at him and said me too, I’ll see you tomorrow.
The next morning I remember how excited i was to see him. I can’t believe what I’m feeling for this guy. He is just so amazing. That day we were both assigned to clean the classroom since its the students with surnames R-Z’s turn. He’s an R and I’m a V. He was so sweet and he’s stares melt my heart. At the end of the day he gave me something in a cute little box. I opened it and there’s this cute necklace. I looked at him and said, it’s not my birthday what is this for? He was blushing a little before he said, I know that silly, this is a different day. I got a little confused and asked what he meant… He smiled and said, “this is the day that i give you my heart”. That was one of the happiest day of my life and it was just the start. Everyday after that is magical. He was everything I needed. Everything.
FOURTH YEAR 2002
We’ve been together for a while but still are so in love. There are days when i get jealous with all the girls giving him letters and stuff but he always assured me that i was his one and only. Everything was doing great.
One night my dad told me that he was going to meet his friends and have a couple of drinks out of town. Since its his birthday, I didn’t give him a hard time and let him out. I knew he wasn’t gonna be back for a while so i finished my homework, called Jared and decided to go to bed at about 9pm. I woke up in the middle of the night and heard loud bangs downstairs. I was a little scared but i heard my dad’s friend’s voice calling out my name. I rushed down and opened the door. He was still panting. I said what’s wrong Uncle Jeff? He just looked up and said go get dressed. We have to go as soon as possible. I was confused but did what he said. We were in the car when he held my hand and said i have to be really brave. I started getting nervous and said where’s my dad?
I didn’t get the answer till we got to the hospital. My dad was at the emergency room. He got into a crash on his way home and he was pinned inside the car injuring his legs. I was devastated. I don’t know what to do. All of our relatives live thousands of miles away from us and I was basically alone. I can’t think of anyone else to call but Jared.
It’s about 3am when i dialed his number. He picked up with a very soft voice and said what’s wrong? I told him what happened . I just needed someone to talk to. He said he’s gonna try to come down but i told him not to because it’s our finals in the morning. He agreed and told me to call him and he’s going to explain everything to our teachers in the morning about my situation.
After our talk i sat down and felt so scared. I tried so hard not to cry but couldn’t help it. After half an hour, i rested my head, closed my eyes and prayed. I remember praying that God will save my dad. I was so scared. When i opened my eyes, the first thing i saw was this person in front of me. It was Jared. His eyes were full of love and i immediately hugged him. He held me so tight and said “I’m here…”
My dad suffered major injuries and lost his ability to walk after the accident. It was hard because he started being grumpy and impatient. I understand him completely but at the same time, it started affecting me as well. I often missed classes because of the responsibilities of taking care of him, my little brother and our house. My teachers were very understanding and so is Jared. He would always come over and help me in everything. He is also good in entertaining my dad. It wasn’t easy and soon after that, I didn’t have much time to spend with Jared. I know it wasn’t easy for him too.
One day after class I told him that I needed to tell him something important. He looked worried and asked what. I was very sad but i knew i wasn’t being fair to him. I was not supposed to drag him down with me. I was guilty of not giving him the time he deserves. I told him that he can have his freedom back. Yes i broke up with him. He said that’s not what he wanted and that I am just putting him through more pain by letting him go. I knew in my heart how much we love each other but i was at my weakest at the moment so i let it happen…. i let him go.
The following weeks were harder but i tried not to let anybody know that. I tried to move on and do my responsibilities at the same time. Jared? he changed. He is now quite, rarely talks. I know most of our classmates blame me for that. Sometimes a week would go by without him showing up. I missed him terribly but I stand by my decision. One of the greatest mistake i ever made.
Two months before our graduation, i remember seeing him walk in with a smile. And it wasn’t just me who noticed it. He’s back. I am happy to see the old him back but i am worried at the same time wondering if he’s happy because he’s over me or because someone else is making him smile now. I don’t know.
I was home on a Saturday when i decided to give my best friend a call and ask her to come over. She answered the phone and sounded a little weird. She said she doesn’t feel like leaving the house, i said ok and we talked for a while. I told her how much i miss Jared and that graduation is coming soon. I asked her if i should talk to him before we part ways… She was quite for a little bit and said she doesn’t know if that’s a good idea. I sighed and agreed. She hang up. I went to the kitchen and realized we’re out of milk. Sigh, i wanted to make some milkshakes! So yeah, i got dressed and went to the mall nearby to just buy one to satisfy my cravings… I didn’t know what i was about to ran into until i did…
I was sitting at the mall’s bench enjoying my milkshake for a while when i suddenly recognized a face walking towards me. I stood up and hid behind a tiny stall to make sure I wasn’t hallucinating. It was Jared. He was holding this yellow purse, which obviously belongs to a girl! I looked around him but didn’t see anybody with him. I waited for a little bit and he just rested in the corner. A couple of minutes passed and here she comes, walking to him. They were smiling as it seemed that they were trying to figure out where to go. I was shocked because not only was i looking at my ex boyfriend that i am still madly in love with but i am also looking at my best friend holding his hands. I felt pain. So strong i could pass out. I held myself up and ran.
I got home went straight to my dad’s room. He was reading a book, looked up and before he could say anything i ran up and hugged him. I started crying so hard. He didn’t say anything, he just held me. I guess he knew that’s all i needed.
I was facing back and forth thinking about what i should do, should i confront them? I was hurt and confused but i also know that i don’t have the right to be jealous because he is not my boyfriend anymore. All of sudden my phone rang, it was Jana, my best friend. I tried to be calm and answered. “hey what’s up, listen i need your take on something”, that’s her opening line. I was so caught up in the situation that out of the blue i just responded and said, “what? about you going out with my ex?”. It was silence after that. I was about to hang up when i heard her said, I’m sorry, i meant to tell you but i was scared. I love him, i really do. I hang up and cried. I can’t believe i really lost him, gone….
The last month of the class was really the longest. Everyday is such a struggle for me not to look at them together. I stopped talking to my best friend. And yeah after they came out, she became the greatest villain in our class. It’s not just because she is my best friend but also because most of our classmates were hoping that Jared and I will end up together.
The hardest part is that the three of us are all assigned to clean (R-Z’s) so awkward and painful – for me. I remember one time i was cleaning the upper windows and i was talking to one of our classmate Mara and i saw them at the corner of my eye fixing all the chairs. Mara then whispered, hey don’t pay attention to them. I smiled and said I’m trying.
The next day was the same. I was so hungry but i forgot to bring lunch that time. So i went home during our lunch break and quickly looked for something to eat. NONE except this canned squid in the table that my dad probably ate before going to his therapy. And so i ate and went back to school. I was on my way up the stairs when i realized that I’m feeling a little funny. I kept going. My class room was on the third floor and the elevators were all down so it was a little tiring so i figured maybe that’s why I’m getting dizzy.
Finally made it to my room. This time my vision was getting blurry i stopped by the door to hold my composure when i noticed that Jared and his friends were just a couple of feet away from me. One of his friends saw me and asked if i was ok because i looked pale. I started getting dizzier as i heard voices getting louder but i couldn’t understand it. That’s when my knees started giving out and i saw Jared ran towards me. He lifted my chin, called my name a few times and it was dark after that.
I woke up at the hospital. I had no idea what happened, my dad came in and was a little teary as he told me what happened. Apparently i was allergic to squid. Weird. So anyways i was all red, covered with rashes and hives. So the doctor said it’s best i stayed till it subsides. I asked my dad how i got there and what he told me made me so happy. He said Jared came and picked him up at home and told him what happened. He was the one who took me to the hospital. Even the nurse said he was so worried, he was actually crying. I can’t believe it. Why would he do something like that if he doesn’t care for me? Unfortunately he had to go back to school thats why i didnt see him when i woke up.
The morning came and my rashes were a little better so i decided to go home. I told my dad to call a taxi so we can get going after i paid the bills. He said ok so i walked up to the cashier area and as i was paying, i heard a familiar voice behind me. “So i am cutting class right now i dont think its nice if you dont let me take you home.” I looked back and it was him. I smiled but said no and kept walking. He followed me and kept convincing me. I stopped. I faced him and said i don’t want this to cause you your girlfriend. I can handle this myself. I turned around but, took one step away as i heard his voice. NO! i will never let you do this again. Please just let me take you home. I looked at him and saw his sincerity. I stared at him for a while before he said. “Your dad’s already in the car by the way.” Then he smiled. I smiled back and agreed. That was our first smiles in a while and it was great.
It was the last week of our class and everybody was so excited about graduation. Jared and I started to talk again, casually. But that was enough for our classmates to be happy. Enough for me too.
Graduation ceremony was awesome. I got emotional at times. Saying goodbye to my classmates is definitely not easy. I saw Jared with Jana at the corner taking pictures when i decided to approach them. Jana looked so nervous. So i never really congratulated you guys. Congratulations. Those were my words as I reached for Jana’s hand. She hugged me and said thanks. Then i told Jared that I am giving him something, he raised his eyebrow and as i unlock my necklace and handed it to him.
Remember this? I hold on to this because i thought someday you will come back but now i’m giving it back to you to give it to her.
We were both crying as he took the necklace from my hand.
I remember feeling so much pain as i walked away but at the same time feeling so free. It’s always good to have nothing but love in your heart.
It has been almost eight years now since that day i gave the necklace back to him. I migrated here in the US after our graduation. From what i heard Jana and Jared broke up a year after our graduation. Right now i heard he has a girl friend and works in the IT industry. I still think about Jared and I can honestly say that i would have done things differently if i can go back. He is my first love and i still love him, i guess that will never change.
Hope you guys enjoy my story. I am so sorry it took a while for part 2.
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this is a awesome story i really like it..hope you and jared will meet again and talk about it if it is not yet late for the two of u
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finally!
your story is amazing! love it!
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if you love him………find a way to talk to him……correct your mistake when you gave him up……..fight your love.!
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it’s sad to let go of “something” you love.. lot alone “someone”….
~really an inspiring story.. thank you for for sharing it with us…^^
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