Stupid Happy Sad Story
I’m Jay, 20, a college student in UK and planning to do Bio Chemistry (I’m not English, I’m a Pacific Islander). I drink (sometimes), I smoke (always), but I don’t do drugs – I use them…JOKE! Anyway, what am I doing at this site? Oh yes, I went here to tell you a story about my new shoes…wait…I was looking at the wrong script! Hold on, I think it’s this one…SWEET! I found it! It’s about the girl that was introduced to me last year.
It was a very cold evening that time (But sizzling hot inside my workplace, Satan would call it “Beyond Hell” because of the temperature – not to mention my manager’s attitude). I was having my Primary break (We have partial break, when our evil manager is out) with my colleague which I call mamush. She was talking on the phone with someone, I was trying not to listen but I can’t stop theit conversation to come in to my ear.
My mom told me when I was a kid, “Listening to other people’s conversation is bad.” But then suddenly I remember that I do not speak Polish, so even though I heard what she said, I didn’t understand a single word! So that makes me a good guy – phew! Anyway, out of curiosity, I asked her who she was talking to. She told me that she was talking to her daughter, Gosia. Her daughter wants to learn English, but she doesn’t want her to come here in England because of her studies there. Gosia attends an English lesson in Poland, but mamush told me that it won’t help Gosia that much.
She wants someone to chat with her in English every day. She asked me if I would want to, I told her that I would if I could but my English is not very good (until now). She said that it’s ok, so I took Gosia’s email and we always chat on Skype. Almost every night, we talk to each other…on skype. We share random stories. She taught me some Polish words, I taught her some Filipino words (yes, I’m a Filipino! a.k.a Pacific Islander). Her English got better – mine got worse, but never mind.
I know what you’re thinking. You think that I fall in-love with her? WAHAHAHA…well yes, I did. I know that some of you will just close this page and would go surf the net rather than read my story…hehe…It is ok, I understand. Falling in-love with someone you don’t actually see is just stupid (for some people, and for me).
For those people who are still there, thanks! Let’s go back to my story. So yeah, I fall in-love with her but the feeling was not very strong at that time, I suppose it’s because I don’t see her face to face. I didn’t mention anything about it to her. One day, I was informed by mamush that Gosia will come to England for a holiday.
I was so excited! Gosia was excited too (she said, I don’t know if it’s true though). We met, at last! She looks so different, I mean, I saw her on pictures, and webcam, but face to face…She look so gorgeous. We went to a park in Haywards Heath, I was so nervous…I don’t know why. I can’t take my eyes out of her. It’s too good to be true. She’s got long dark hair, brown innocent eyes, and red angel-like lips.
I asked her when she is going to visit UK again; she said that she may not go back here again. I found out that mamush will go back to Poland for good, that means Gosia won’t come back here. I was a bit devastated. I asked myself, “Why are you sad!? She’s not yours…even if you see her again, she still won’t be yours”.
I don’t have the guts to tell her how I feel; my first and last chance to tell her about it has vanished…well, not yet but soon. I’m afraid. Sometimes, you have to be strong to admit that you are weak. Every person becomes serious when it comes to love, but not everyone has the courage to tell the other person how they feel. Hehehe..
.I know some of you are laughing, or maybe all of you XD But yeah, this is my story. It’s stupid; I know…no need to mention. Love is like a sewer, if you fall, it’s either by accident or you’re just stupid. In my case, I think I fell because I’m just stupid.
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i was deeply love with a 27 year old boy yoezer. i wanted to marry him but he was recently married with other girl. but i want him back. wat to do plz can u help me .?
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Jay Reply:
Let go of him. He is married. Just trust God and He shall direct your path.
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thezalonica Reply:
I emphatize with u. That is really difficult. But come to think of it, that’s the leap of fate. There are other plans for you plotted by God. He is not for you and same with him.
Forget him and let go. Divert ur attention to other things and do find another guy that is more suitable for u. Dont crave for something that couldnt be your’s because that is just a waste of time. -
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but i can;t stay without him. my mind is always seraching him only. i can;t sleep well. can u help me to forget him quickly. may we meet in near future?
i can’t do any thing without t him.
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Jay Reply:
You can, the problem is that you’re afraid. Let go of those people who makes you happy but hurts you at the same time, don’t wait for the day where you only feel pain and your happiness left you.
Well if you’re just from UK, why not?
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matet Reply:
For me, it doesnt matter whether ur there in UK or here in Philippines…
Ur story may happen everywhere in the globe…
Hope u could find another woman for you…..who, at any ways..wil not make u feel stupid… next time kasi….do ur best na.. whahahaha
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Jay Reply:
I was scared…. T_T
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matet Reply:
There’s no harm in trying….it’s just like taking a baby steps, at first we’re afraid, the next time, we’ll see that we could do it pala…
Good luck to you…. be brave and be confident..ur handsome and unique person, no matter what races do they have, just think of it…we might be diff through blood but in terms of love,,we all do the same….
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No WAY. You’re a Filipino living in UK? I’ve always wanted to live in England! My stories are either based in England, or in America. I’d kill to go to the western area of the globe–but of course I’m just kidding about the ‘kill’ part.
Anyway, I really, really liked the story. And it’s really sad that you didn’t end up with her! D: I honestly sympathized with the story.
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Jay Reply:
what’s wrong if I’m a Filipino and I’m living in UK? XD I don’t intend to stay here forever because it’s really boring here..I just want to finish my studies..
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Oh, uhh, I didn’t really think anything was wrong. o.o Really? It’s boring there?
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please give reasons why do we have to be break up with our bf’s and gf’s
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Jay Reply:
it’s either WE are fed up with them, or, they are fed up with US..
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hannah..
Ur question will be answered by only one word.
HAPPINESS…..
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how i can forget all those things as i am always trying to do that. i want to know what he thought about me.
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so UK? nice em planing to study there when i finished studying=))
but anyway, i appreaciate you so much dude, know wut? still, u know how to laugh or make jokes evnthough you are in this kind of situation. well, if GOd showed you that she is for you then y don’t give it a try ayte? but if not. then maybe you’ll meet you ms. ryte sumwer ryte? lol..
goodluck dude.=))
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i mean after finishing my course here in the P.I=)) take care
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Jay Reply:
P.I? Whereabout is that?
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