Hay my names Tiff. Umm ok well heres my story and hay if you wanna help out let me know that would be nice.
My first year of high school. oh my goodness I was so nervous. Well the first few months went buy slowely I made friends made enemies and all that good stuff. But it was the begining of october that we met. His name was Michael Gullett. Gosh he was georgous! It was 4th hour the last class of the day. I didnt feel much like doing art so I decided to burn a few minutes “going to the bathroom”. So I went out side and wandered. WHen I sw these two guys sitting on a bench laughing. I smiled and noticed one of them look at me. I blushed realizing that he was hot! haha So I decided to make friends :). I walked over and asked
“hay boys what are you doing outta class so early?” Michael the one that i saw looking at me eariler smiled and said
“mehh just hanging out till class is over” I giggled and decided to take a seat. We talked and laughed about funny stories and friends we have. He had a soccer ball so we started playing with it. Teasing eachother with how had it and such. Well when the ball rang I gave him back the ball and looked at him. I smiled and said
“whats your favriot color?” He looked at me and laughed and said
“uhhhhh well I have alot so I cant really say red, blue, black ya know” I laughed.
“Whats yours?”
I blushed bright red and replied ” your eyes”
I turned around and started walking towards my bus……and he followed me. I turned toward him and told him that I hope we can hang out again mabey tomorrow.
When I got on the bus I had so many thoughts going through my head I was thinking about what a great time I just had with a really cool guy….but he probably dosent like me oh well ….all of a sudden I hear thebus driver say something it was like “hay get off you dont ride this bus” I laughed. But when I looked up there he was standing right there. It reminded me of those love movies where the guys chases the girl just to tell her he loves her. He sat in the seat next to me said “bye Tiff”, hugged me and ran off. Omg I was in heave! lol.
So we hung out for the next few weeks and then the school homecomming was comming up. I alwready had a date but I didnt really like him. So we ended up deciding not to go with eachother bout a week before the dance. I knew who I wanted to go with. but would he want to go wi me? I told my friend I wanted to go with Mike and she grabbed me before I could finish the sentence and took me to where he was hanging out. I was blushing andpulled her aside and whispered kinda angerly “what the hell am I sopposed to say?”
“Just ask!”
I took a step back towards him and started talking than brought up the dance.
“so umm are you going to the dance?” I asked
“umm no I dont think so it might get boaring”
thna my friend out of no where said “No you should go! Do you have a date?!”
I was so embarresed! haha
“No I dont-”
“Go with her”
omg I was going to kill her!!
“I would love to.”
my heart fell on the floor Iwanted t cry omg HE wanted to go to the dance with me!!
SO he picked me up at 6 an we danced had fun and by the end of the night he finally asked
“Will you go out with me?”
“I was wandering when you were going to ask” trying to play it cool(I really wanted to jump up and down and hug him!
“Of course I would love to out with you Mike”
So the word spread fast and everyone clamed us as “the cute couple” Untill I was stupid and had a make out session withone of my ex’s I told him and I was crying my eyes out and told him I was sorry. He forgave me and we went on woth our relationship. Everyday during lunch we would stand there in eachothers arms I would listen to his heart beat (gosh I loved that) and after school we would go to water and ice and play pac-man (haha I wanna play it with him again) and then we would go to the farm in the back (he was there when I rode my first horse) than we would say good bye and then call eachother right after we got our chores done. Then we went on a date us and a couple friends. After the date my parents told me they dint want me to see him any more. S we kept our relationship a secreat.
3 months went bye when things went bad. I was going to get home schooled…. We didnt know what to do. So febuary came and then I had my last day of school(the worst thing was I was sopposed to go the next day but my parents decided not to have me go so everyone was expecting to be able to say good bye) I didnt talk to him much after that. I heard from him on myspace everynow and then. SO I went back to my ex(the one I made out with)He ended up cheating on me! grrrr.My arents found my secreat myspace and readall my mail. Formmy “boyfriend” and from other people. But they also read the mail from Mik. He was being a myspace They want us back together now. I havent talked to him since about 2 week we have been friends and I heard that he ay be looking to be with this other girl. I want to tell him that everynite I fall asleep imagining him holding me in his arms and listining to his heart beat. I cry and I dont want to loose my chance to be with someone like him. I love him. I dont know ifI should call him and tell him or if I should lt it go. If I should give him hnts or just right it in the sky I dont know and I need to find out.
Here is the part where you can help…. if you have a myspace and you want to help me look up “wishing for what I had” thats his display name. His last name is Gullett. IN the message box to send the friend request tell him abut this enetry or something someway to tell him that I still love him ok. Thank you m email is alos csucigrl@yahoo.com you can let me know if you got ahold of him
thank you
Tiffany