Hard To Let Go Need To Be Loved

It all started in English/Reading class. It was the first day at school. I had an assigned seat next to a guy whos name was Daniel. Since our table was in a tight space, it was hard for me to get out of the corner without hitting my hip. Every time I was about to get out of my seat, he would always say Dont hit your hip!. After a few weeks, I got really attracted to him, so I sent him a note saying Do you have a girlfriend? He replied no and asked if he wanted to go out with me, and I said yes.

The relationship only lasted 4 days until the day he dumped me, when I figured out that he was a player. I was really mad at him and yet still in love. After a few months I grew to like him more and more. He started to hug me and he would tell my friends I only like her as a friend. In that amount of time, I was very confused, but I couldnt stop thinking about him. He was always on my mind. I would always write his name. I actually was doing some homework and I wrote his name for one of the answers and turned it in…oops! As soon as he found out that I still liked him, he started to stop hugging me and when my friends asked him if he still liked me as a friend, there was no answer. I still like him and I cant seem to stop thinking about him, no matter what I do. I had to turn down so many guys thinking that he would finally realize that I was the one. I wish that he would feel the same way that I do about him. Im waiting for a shooting star to come, and until then, he will always be in my heart, head, and soul, forever

So i met this guy Shawn in May of 2007. We got along pretty good and he just lived down the street. I started to really like him like a lot. and before i knew it we were dating. Now hes two years older then me 18. and so i guess he kinda took adventage of me but its half my fault, im the one who let him when no one was home. so we got into it and you know how goes hug,kiss,makeout, and you get into all that oral shit. i felt terrible the next day so i had to tell my mother..like im pretty sure i had a infection or someting. Continue Reading »

There was a girl named Jordan and she fell in love with a guy named Jeffrey. Jordan had a boyfriend had a boyfriend at the time named Dirk. Dirk was a great guy and Jordan knew that. But she knew somehow that Jeffrey was the guy for her. Even though she loved Dirk she knew that their time together was up and she ended it a note. Dirk was devastated. Jordan however was all about her new flame. When she saw him in the hall she went nuts but was WAY too scared to talk to him. She never knew why but that nervousness took over as soon as his face apeared in the hall. Finally she talked to him in the hall a few times with friends and then sometimes with by herself. Christmas Break came around and Jordan went to Florida. When she came back a friend named Taylor told her that Jeffrey didnt like her. Jordan got upset and angry. She didnt understand why not. Three months passed and he aske out the hoe of the grade…Jessica. It broke Jordans heart. She came home crying and didnt talk the next day. Catherine her bff was there for her and called her almost every night. Two weeks passed and Jeffrey dumped Jessica because she had been caught making out with a guy named Jacob. Jordan talked to Jeffrey a little more. Within time Jordan became pretty sure he liked her. Jordan however was friends with a girl named Brandyce. Brandyce was the MOST pretty, smart, athletic, popular girl in the entire school. Brandyce became good friends with Jordan. Then one night Jordan was going to talk to Jeffrey and saw Brandyce talking to him and his friends. Jordan got a little upset but didnt tell anyone. The next week Jordan was sitting in class and her friend Katy walked in and sat down quietly. Katy looked at Jordan sadly. Jordan said Whats the matter? Katy smiled weakly and said I dont know how to tell you thid but…..Jordan….Brandyce and Jeffrey are going out. Jordans smile faded and her heart sank. Katy had tried to cheer Jordan up but nothing helped. Brandyce got every single guy she wanted. And now she took Jordans one true love. That same day Jeffrey had said hi to her smiling. All Jordan could do was wave. Tears flooded her vision and she had got home and went to her room and cried the hardest she had ever cried. She screamed and threw things but nothing helped the heart that was tearing apart inside her.That night she went to bed without saying a word. Her parents were worried terribly. She didnt eat for two days. Sleep became impossible…or a fear. She was so scared to fall asleep…and the reason was because she was scared that she would see him in her dreams. She was scared hed kiss her and tell her he was sorry because that only made the pain worse than anything. Those two words…Im sorry. She continued painfully through the next week and told everyone that she hated him. When really she still loved him. She convinced everyone she was over him. That wasnt true at all…she still daydreamed about what they couldve been. Jordan was so heartbroken that she remainedsingle for the rest of the school year. Loving another guy felt so wrong. But she knew one thing…Jeffrey broken her heart and made Jordans definition of love change into a word we all hate…….heartache. Jordan…the girl that suffered all this hearache is really….me. Dedicated to:emJeffrey Hopper-You dont know how much heartache youve put me through. I hope Brandyce hurts you REAL bad.emBrandyce-Thanks for being a crush stealer and a jerk to me because youve taught me an important lesson…..STAY AWAY FROM PREPS!