the game i chose to play
It has been a year since i met this guy. Who would have thought that it would last this long…and still going. I met this guy on the first day of the year-that was 2009. Well, i knew him already from some online game. But that was jan1 when i first met him. I can still remember the scene when he was walking to the place where i was seating. He was wearing black. That time i was addicted to that twilight thing. I thought of Edward Cullen. Not pale, but white as Edward was in the movie, walking like his feet never touch the floor. Eye catching, heart breaking beautiful creature. I felt like Sunako on that anime ‘Yamato Nadeshiko’, dazzled by this guy. Intimidated on his feature. Who can resist his charm? Definitely not me.
After that day, we meet once in a while. Those times, i know, that if i let myself fall…I’ll end up heartsick miserable. I’m not Bella–he won’t turn me into a vampire. More of Sunako, still dazzled by the beautiful creature. I know, things won’t work the way i wanted it to be. So i always keep playing safe with regards to my heart, not to go beyond its limit. If he’ll leave…so be it. I know, it will come. I just want to be ready anytime.
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your decision is good..love comes anytime when God’ will.. remember that physical apperance is just a thing that will not last forever, it is the attitudes.. and as you go to your decision ask God for the guidance…GOD BLESS!
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have u ever heard that great people take risks?? getting hurt is a risk that we have to deal with if we wanna be happy…u can play safe but for how long??
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