Was it wrong to love you so much that you had to hurt me so bad?
Was it wrong to love you? Were you a mistake? Thats what i think everytime i see your sweet, beautiful face. Was i not good enough for you and your friends? Well, it seems like thats true. You were all i wanted 2 months ago. You were all i talked about. You were my entire worldem. But then you found out i liked you. You acted liked you liked me back in the beginning but that seems forever ago. Time progressed and your best friend didnt think i was good enough for you. And it seems that you think the same thing at times. Then you went off and told everybody you didnt care about me or anything that was happening to me. I was going through one of the toughest times in any persons life; my parents were getting divorced. I couldnt believe the same sweet, fun, athletic guy could be the same guy thats so cold hearted. I ended up coming home crying from basketball practice beacause….he had a girlfriend. The first in two years. I was stunned…no i was heartbroken, hurt, and scarred for life. He knew i liked him more than she ever could. But he went after some hoe who is total oppisite from him! His cousin ended up walking up to me and telling me he doenst wan to talk to me anymore…not that we talked much anyway. I completely broke. It was just one bad thing after another. I sit here now knowing no one will understand just how much i really did love you. I would have died for you…or swam the ocean. But you dont know that. And probably never will. You hurt me sooo bad i dont know if ill ever get over it. I told everyone i dont like you. My friends think im crazy cause somehow they know i really do still love you. But ill never admit it. Not after what you did to me. Weve managed to run into each other almost everyday this past week at school. You always seem to try to accidentaly walk by my class or show up at my game. Why do you have to do this to me? Why caant you just go to your how of a girlfriend? Why do you make my heart melt whenever i see you? Its not that i dont love you…its just i cantem love you. So i sit here by myself letting tears drip from my eyes wondering….was it wrong to love so much, that you had to hurt me so bad? Dedicated to:Jeffrey- You are the guy who still has my heart…but you have completely shattered itemLogan- You dont think im good enough for Jeffrey. But you dont even know me.em And LastlyemJessica- You stole him from me, breaking my heart in the process. I hope youre happy and i hate you. You dont deserve him….you arent good enough
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