where did i go wrong???
its a story about me and a guy who used to be my best friend…he was my ready companion when i need someone to talk to.. we used to share secrets, dreams and everything under the sun…before we became best friends, he was just nothing to me then, a simple acquaintance– not until someone broke my heart..at that point of time when i was so depressed he was there to comfort me ..he told me that life is worth living for even after i fell.. after being so bitter i lived my life once more with he’s help..this time i learn to appreciate everything around me..he made me realize that i can be better than when i used to be …by the time i fully recovered from the pain caused by my ex … we were so attached to each other … no days would passed w/o exchanging of texts, he always made me smile .. until i realized that i am finally falling for him..it was so fast ..but never did i tell anyone of what i feel.. he is my best friend and it would be a big shame if someone will know of what i truly feel…until one day ..we were arguing about his ex when he joked at me, i know he was just joking…but i glimpse a little hope… that maybe one day he’ll tell me he loves me more than friends…we used to call each other “baby” ..we exchange “i love you’s” ,,in my heart was a hope..a hope that one day died…
he stopped texting me..i didn’t know why…then a week later i found out from my other friend that he’s courting someone…it killed me!!! i was so astonished..that very moment my heart died… that same night i received a group message from him .. i immediately asked him ’bout the girl,but he denied it..my hope once more lived..he’s back by that time, but not the same guy i knew!!! he became so cold.. he even shouts at me.. i almost gave up..but i didn’t .. i have to save our relationship even as friends!!! to avoid bigger issues i gave him a space.. i minimized my texts to him…
until that night .. he texted me first , calling my name..i replied immediately..we exchange greetings and apologies as well..i thought it was the end of my dilemma..but i was wrong, yeah!!it was indeed the end the END of our FRIENDSHIP!!!my whole world died when he asked me to delete his number and forget everything about him..tears roll down to my cheeks ..luckily i managed to ask why, but i prayed i didn’t ..it only added my burden when he replied; “mas mabuti ng wag mo malaman kong bakit…ayoko magalit ka sakin !!”
God knows how much i wept…i didn’t only lost a love…i lost the only one who understands me..
until now..i cry myself to sleep..i’m still longing for that lost love..every time my phone beeps ..im being paranoid thinking it’s him …whats more hurting is, knowing im not worth an explanation…:-(
i know should get over him now,but where do i start??on his side is my world…my LIFE!!!
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omg wow. This is exactly whats happening to me, kinda. Can you please do me a favour and tell me when he replied what that means. Thank you so much!
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