why me??

i close my eyes trying to forget about him. his face. why did he have to be him? why didn’t i just forget about his lips ans everything about him? i turn over the other side. i close my eyes try hardest not to cry. my heart hurt a lot. i repeat myself…get out of my head and for ever! STOP REPEATING THE MEMORIES!!! i turn and look at the clock it said 2:56am. shit i had a long day tomorrow. so, someone tell me what to do so i can get the boy i love out of my mind.